Sometimes you live perfect moments, movie moments and you wonder what soundtrack would be the most fitting. I am living an awful movie moment and I want to go out of it right now. Between all the crying and avoiding the look of the driver I started to sing in my head. The this moment soundtrack.
Seen the change watching it fade
Holding my breath feeling it fail
Working hard wondering why
Can't fix it now so why even try
We've run out of time
It's over I'm over this life, I'm running dry
I'm out of here out of your life
It's a good day for resurrection
It's a good time to break the connection
To the heart that I've been neglecting
It's a good day for love for love to die
Not easy to say harder to do
But that's no kinda life, so I'll leave it to you
Working it hard wondering why
Can't fix it now so why even try
We've run out of time
It's over I'm over this life, I'm running dry
I'm out of here out of your life
It's a good day for resurrection
It's a good time to break the connection
To the heart that I've been neglecting
It's a good day for love for love to die
There's not a chance, there's not a prayer
Can't pull a miracle out of the air
So now I'm leaving letting it lie, letting it die
We've run out of time
It's over I'm over this life, I'm running dry
I'm out of here out of your life
It's a good day for resurrection
It's a good time to break the connection
To the heart that I've been neglecting
It's a good day for love for love to die
For love to die, for love to die
For love to die, for love to die
It's a good day for love for love to die, for love to die
"Hey" I tried to sound positive. Frozen I held my breath, I caught my heart on beating fast. I can't see him like this. I can't look down. At this moment I'm wishing that my doubts would go away, but they stay just like him. "Will you marry me?" I can tell that he is trying to be brave, time has brought us together but now it seems I have to take a step back and leave this battleground. I can't bring out a single word. "Max." Saying his name hurts. The box, the one I saw before. Did he want to propose while I was still with Siva? Somehow I felt pure anger. Escape now, a little voice said. That's what I did. I ran and ran, I didn't stop running. Bye warzone. I was hysterically crying. Max no not now. I couldn't say yes I couldn't say I love you. I care about Siva too much to leave him without dignity.
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