A Heart Doesn't Break Even. |Max George & Siva Kaneswaran|

Jax

I decided to meet up with Max. We were walking into this café when all of the sudden we heard many voices. We rushed in side and found an empty table in the back where the paparazzi won't be able to see us. Max was talking to the woman behind the counter. God what a nice soft calm voice he has. When he walked to our table my instict played up. I grabbed his arm I had to be sure he wanted to be seen with me here and now. While he moved me closer to him he answerd with the best answer possible. "We are legal so why not?" He was right but I had to ask him about Siva. "He has to see you with one of his bandmates and he knows you will always be a part of The Wanted also because of Jay. So his chances to get over you got really small." He thinks he won't get over me? Isn't he mad? Of course he's mad. Jay walked towards us he lifted me up and held me for a minute. "I really missed you sis." "I really missed you too crazy!" "Look what I got from an amazing fan!" He opened his bag and there it was a huge toy frog. I couldn't help but hysterically laughing. "I named him Flo Rider." "How many times did you trip on stage last night Jay?" Very proudly he said "only 1 time!"

When we got a moment to ourselves I asked Max about the fact he still sees me like he used too, through all my blur mistakes. "I decided you were worth the fight a long time ago. I always had the pulling in my chest so I knew you were coming by. I was attracted to you then I got jealous. This is a dream come true for to be finally given a little chance to show you the way I feel." My phone started to light up I looked at my twitter mentions, I scrolled down and read some more. "Max ... I might have another problem". I showed him tweets of his fans, the paparazzi sold already pictures of us walking in here. "It are nice texts though saying how wonderful it is that you get a long with all of us and yeah some ask about Siva. Normall right?" "So what should I do?" "Nothing. I wouldn't respond." "Smile!" "Jay what are you doing?" "Oh come on couldn't you both try for once to look good in a picture? One more time!" I had to admit it was a fun picture of all 3 of us. Jay uploaded it on instagram. "Having an amazing day off with these" "Thank you Jay." He saved the moment. With these, it could mean anything and the fact that my brother is in here too makes everything normal for the fanworld.

"So sis for how long will you be here for?" "In L.A.? I am considering moving here permanantly." "All by yourself?" I was silent I have been living with Siva before we moved to The Wanted house. I haven't lived on my own for ages I'm not sure if I would be able to. I don't have a choice. "Yes." I couldn't tell if Max was happy or not. Happy that Siva didn't cross my mind? Unhappy because he didn't cross my mind? Or am I being selfish? "When are you going back?" I asked Jay "Pretty soon I miss my lizard! I have to say I found a nice apartment back home. We are selling the house." I looked at Max he understood and answered that he's saying England goodbye for a while. "Are you sure? Why?" I asked him praying it hadn't anything to do with me. "I wanted to tell you later but I auditioned for Glee and I got the part." He said in an American accent. "NO WAY! THAT'S AMAZING!" "I have something else to say. I will grow hair."