turbulent//vinny mauro

8 - ғʀɪᴇɴᴅs

(A/N) yo I'm posting this chapter since I didn't update last week. this chapter is short but I'll update on wednesday/thursday like usually as well

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It had been three days since Christian confessed to me and I still felt really bad about it. We didn't talk since that happened.

So I didn't go to Chase Atlantic's tour bus anymore.

I still hadn't talked to my girlfriend. I didn't know who I was anymore.

But I mean I tried to think about something else.

[Vinny's point of view]

I felt better than the last few days. I was hanging out way more, I talked to people and I didn't stay alone anymore, what allowed me not to over think everything.

I still liked her. Which was still disturbing.

But I heard that she didn't talk to that guy anymore. I don't know why though. I thought they were dating. I'm glad I was wrong, even though I knew she didn't like me.

Anyways. We were talking a lot at the moment. I liked the fact that we were friends and not enemies anymore.

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-Man I'm so happy you and Y/N are talking again, Ryan said smiling at me.

-I am too, I said shrugging and smiling.

I didn't know if I really was. I mean I was happy but at the same time, if we hadn't talked again maybe I wouldn't have fell for her again. I don't really know.

-I remember how I wanted to break every single bone you owned after you broke up with her, he said joking.

-Oh I remember it too, I said laughing.

-That's crazy how you still managed to be my bestfriend, he said pulling me into a side hug.

-No homo, I said laughing but hugging him back.

-Dude, he said laughing.

I guess I shouldn't tell him or anyone I still liked her.

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[Y/N's point of view]

They were about to go on stage.

I was honestly so proud of them.

Of how they big they grew.

I mean they played at Warped Tour. Warped Tour !

While I remember when they used to play in Vinny's bedroom.

God.

To be honest, I missed it so much.

I missed that time when we were all together, when life was simple and not so stressful. Life was still stressful, but we cared less.

And about Vinny.

He hadn't changed, not one bit.

He was still so funny and down to earth.

He was still an asshole. But like a cool asshole.

-You good shithead ?

I turned to him and smiled at him.

-Yeah yeah.

He smiled back at me.

His smile was still one of the most precious thing to me. I still hated him two weeks ago but now I was happy to have a good relationship with him.

But when I looked at him, nostalgia hit me like a truck.

I don't know. All these memories I had built with him.

I used to be really happy with him.

-Y/N are you sure you're okay ?

I got out of my thoughts.

-Yeah sorry. I just can't concentrate at the moment.

-Looks like me, he said chuckling.

I weakly smiled at him.

He was honestly so cute.

His brown locks falling in front of his face and his little smile.

-Can I hug you ? I asked him out of nowhere.

I needed this.

-Yeah of course, he said shyly smiling.

He took me in his arms.

-I'm so happy we're not enemies anymore, I said.

-And so am I, he said laughing. I literally wouldn't have spent Warped just fighting with you.

I pulled off from his arms and smiled at him, then he got on stage.

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I started really considering it.

I turned around in my bunk. It was three in the morning, I think. I don't know. I just couldn't sleep. Maybe I was about to do a mistake.

I mean. I wasn't sure if I still had feelings for her.

And I was pretty sure I was really catching feelings for somebody else.

Was it cheating ?

I don't know.

I grabbed my phone and unlocked it.

No. I couldn't do this.

It will wait another day.