turbulent//vinny mauro

12 - ʜᴇ'ꜱ ᴀɴ ᴀꜱꜱʜᴏʟᴇ

christian: hey y/n that's fine. let's just hang out again

me: okay :) pick me up at miw's bus

christian: okay I'll be there in 10mins

I put my phone down on the table and went to the bathroom to put some lipstick on.

I came back in the front lounge a few minutes later and Aj came in.

-I got good news for y'all, he said smiling.

-Tell us, Connor said looking up from his laptop.

-We have a day off tomorrow and a party tonight, Aj said smirking.

-Cool, Ryan said nodding while still playing on his laptop.

-Yep. Can you tell the others when you'll see them ? I know Justin and Vinny are at Knocked Loose's bus and they'll be back in not too long but I don't know about Ricky, Jaime and Shane.

-I'll tell them, Connor said focused on his screen. I guess he was playing with Ryan.

-Cool thank you. Nice lipstick Y/N, Aj said nodding.

-Thanks dude, I said taking my camera.

I got out of the bus and saw Christian arriving.

I smiled at him and he came to me.

We hugged and I smiled at him.

-I'm happy to see you again, I said smiling at him.

-I'm happy too, he said smiling back.

I saw Justin and Vinny coming back to the bus, Vinny giving me the dirtiest look ever. I felt so bad. I just don't know why I kissed him.

I mean, I knew why I kissed him, but I knew really didn't have to do it. It felt so wrong.

-Hey Vin, I said grabbing his arm.

-I have things to do, he said not even looking at me and going forward.

-Wow rude, Christian said raising his eyebrows.

-Got a problem, broom-head ? Vinny asked immediately turning to Christian.

-Don't talk to him like that, I said, anger filling my voice.

-What are you gonna do ? Punch me in the face ? he asked chuckling.

I slapped him and walked away, Christian following me and begging me to calm down.

How could I calm down after this.

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[Vinny's point of view]

-Dude what the fuck just happened ? Shane asked me.

-Shane leave me alone, I said walking to my bunk.

-What happened ? Connor asked.

-Is there something wrong ? Aj asked.

-For fuck's sake leave me alone ! I shouted at them making them raise their eyebrows. And stop looking at me like that.

I went into my bunk and buried my head into my pillow. I groaned in it and sighed.

I wanted to punch myself honestly. I was so dumb for being that jealous. Seeing her hanging out with this guy was just making me so upset. But she wasn't mine so I couldn't do anything about it.

But I mean she told me she had a girlfriend. And she was hanging out with this dude. Was she playing with him or something ? Or did she lie to me ? Or was she lying to the both of us ?

Too many questions racing inside and my head and no answers.

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[Y/N's point of view]

-Hey that's fine calm down, Christian said stroking my back. He's just a piece of shit. You shouldn't mind him anymore.

-Yeah, I said nodding, feeling my phone vibrate through my jeans. Hold on a second, I said taking my phone out of my pocket.

-Yeah don't worry, I have to get ready for my set so I'll leave you, he said smiling at me.

-I'm sorry we didn't have much time and I'm sorry I spent that time complaining about Vinny, I said shaking my head.

-That's fine, shit happens, he said nodding and getting up from the bench we were sitting on. It was nice to see you.

-Yes it was, I said smiling at him.

Then he left to join his bus.

Christian was nice and sweet but I liked Vinny more.

I guess I preferred being attracted to assholes. My girlfriend was an asshole. My ex boyfriend (Vinny) was an asshole. My ex ex boyfriend (Evan) was an asshole. Everybody else I had slept with were assholes.

But I guess that's a way of life.

I went back to reality and remember I had a text to read.

dioseline: what happened with vin? apparently something happened cause the boys tried to talk to him but he wouldn't say anything. I know it has something to do with you cause he... talked to me. but we had like a serious conversation. he asked me if it was true you had a girlfriend so I told him. then he told me y'all kissed the other day. but he seemed pretty frustrated.

I sighed and put my phone in my pocket.