11 - ꜰʟᴀꜱʜʙᴀᴄᴋ

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Ryan crashed himself on the couch, besides me.

-Ouch dude, I sighed while he rested his head on my shoulder.

-You good ? Dioseline asked frowning at me.

-Yeah. Why ?

-I don't know. You seem a little bit off.

I shrugged.

-If there's something wrong you can always tell me, she added nodding.

No. I couldn't.

-Yes don't worry, I said nodding.

She smiled at me and got out of the bus.

-Is there something wrong, tho ? Ryan asked me looking at me, raising an eyebrow.

-Nah I'm fine, I said nodding.

I obviously wasn't and Ryan knew I was lying. But I couldn't tell him about what happened yesterday. I just couldn't. I knew he wouldn't want me to get back with Vinny. Cause Vinny had been hurting me a lot by breaking up with me and Ryan was being overprotective about it.

I couldn't blame him, I think having a deal with Vinny wasn't a good idea at all.

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[Flashback]

I finally opened my eyes.

Seeing something again felt brutal.

The tears on my cheek had dried after I had stopped crying twenty minutes ago.

I had to tell somebody about what happened. For once, I needed to talk.

I grabbed my phone and texted Ryan

me: can you come over, please ?

He instantaneously replied.

shithead: yeah sure. do I need to bring something ?

me: no, thanks

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I heard the doorbell ringing and I got out of my bed, then got out of my bedroom. My brother Alex was going downstairs but stopped at the middle of the stairs.

-Did you invite someone ? Woah you look like shit, he said laughing at me.

-My god shut up, I said nonchalantly going downstairs.

I opened the front door and Ryan smiled at me. I didn't smile back. I couldn't. As if my face couldn't make happy expressions anymore.

I let him get in and we went upstairs to my room. I sat on my bed.

-So, how are you ? he asked taking his jacket off and putting it on my desk chair.

-I have something to tell you, I said nodding.

He looked at me and frowned. He knew something was wrong. I mean, he knew me more than anybody else.

-Are you pregnant ? he asked bitting his lip.

-Ryan no, I said shaking my head and looking down.

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