turbulent//vinny mauro

6 - ғᴇᴇʟɪɴɢs

Things actually got better with Vinny ?

We were still fighting for some things but then laughed about it. I liked that relationship.

But on the other side, my relationship with my girlfriend was really bad.

We didn't text anymore cause I kinda told her to fuck off. And I mean I didn't really care.

I was having fun at Warped, I didn't want to care about other things.

Everything here was so cool. People were so cool and funny. I just felt so happy.

My phone vibrated and got me out of my thoughts.

christian: wanna hang out anytime soon ? like just the two of us :)

me: hey why not :) I'm free after shooting Boston Manor's set

christian: okay cool! where do we meet?

me: I'll join your tour bus when I'll be done

christian: okayy see you later

me: yep :)

I wasn't sure if hanging out with him was a good idea. I mean I didn't want him to have false hopes about me.

I didn't really know if he liked me though.

I got up from the couch and grabbed my camera.

-Where you going ? Vinny asked looking up from his computer.

-Boston Manor's set.

-Oh cool. Wanna see Chelsea Grin's set with me and Ryan after that ?

I shook my head.

-I'd like to but I have something else planned after that. Sorry, I said shrugging.

He nodded and looked back at his computer.

---

I finished shooting Boston Manor and started walking towards Chase Atlantic's tour bus.

I knocked at the door and Mitchel opened it.

-Oh hey come in, he said smiling at me. I came in and waved people inside. Christian wasn't here. What brought you here ?

-Oh I'm supposed to hang out with Christian, I said nodding.

-Oh that's why he's taking so long in the bathroom, Clinton said laughing.

Mitchel smiled.

-Can I tell you something you won't repeat ? he asked me.

-Yeah of course, I said frowning.

-He kinda likes you. Do whatever you want with that information, he said shrugging.

-I... Okay, I said scoffing.

I kinda expected this. But I didn't really want it.

-Oh hey, Christian said coming in the front lounge.

-Hey, I said smiling at him.

-What are you gonna do ? Clinton asked looking up from his phone.

-Attend sets, eat, whatever she wants actually, Christian said shrugging, smiling at me.

---

I came back to my tour bus and crashed on the couch. I sighed.

Hanging out with Christian was pretty cool. But now that I knew he liked me, I just felt weird. And bad. I didn't want to hurt him. He was a good friend to me, and nothing else.

But I mean, if Hailey wasn't here, I'd maybe... Yeah. Anyway.

I checked my phone for time.

It was 5:37. I think they all were outside watching sets.

Someone came from the back lounge.

-Oh hey.

-Oh hey Shane, I said smiling at him.

-They're all at the Knocked Loose's set I think, he said nodding.

-Oh okay, I think I'm gonna join them, I said getting up from the couch. Thank you.

-No problem. Can you tell AJ he can fuck off ? Because he finished the last roll of toilet paper. Please, he said frowning.

I laughed.

-Yeah no problem.

---

I looked for them through the back of Knocked Loose's crowd. A lot of people were moshing and looking like they were ready to kill. I mean a lot of people were throwing fists so I'm pretty sure it could kill. If it couldn't kill, it could at least break some noses.

I finally spotted a small group with two tall ass boys and smaller people. It was definitely them.

I came to them and jumped on Vinny's back to annoy him.

-Oh fuck, he groaned out.

-How are you, I said laughing into his ear.

-Fuck you get off my back, he said whining.

-You're not even funny, I said sighing and getting off his back.

He looked annoyed. I frowned at him.

-What's so wrong ? I asked him.

-I'm just tryna enjoy this set, just stop being so annoying, okay ? he said frowning.

Oookay. I knew him. There was something else wrong.

-Hey Vin calm down, she didn't do anything wrong, AJ said shrugging.

Ricky went to Vinny and took him under his elbow.

[Vinny's point of view]

-Dude why are you so mad ? he asked while leading us farther.

-There's nothing wrong, I just wanna watch this set ! Why are y'all so worried ?

-I know you more than nobody else. I know there's something wrong, he said nodding.

I stopped walking and faced him.

-Rick. Everything is fine. If there was something wrong I would tell you. Don't worry, I said smiling at him.

-Okay, he said sighing.

Of course there was something wrong.

I didn't admit it cause I didn't want to admit it, but I was catching feeling for Y/N.

But I knew there was something between her and that guy from Chase Atlantic.

So I was trying to get away from her.

And I didn't want it. I didn't want to have feelings for her.

I didn't even know why I had some.

It annoyed me and made me angry. I had to lose these feelings.