The innocent bride and her dangerous lover (completed)

chapter 39

larib was brought back to home .she is very quite not talking to anyone , i know she is missing our daughter. 

she is really in depression , she is not talking , not sleeping not eating or anything . its been days that i have heared her laugh . She is always lost in thoughts .

her mother and brother were informed ,everyone came to our house grandma and grandpa ....but everyone was sad .

everyone was crying silently but not telling each other , i know how miserable they all are now .

i want to cry. but i can,t beacuse  if i become weak ,then  it will be hard to control larib . i am scared i will lose her if she know about this .

Everyone is in miserable state , grandma had arranged quran khuvani (recitation of quran ) .  dada is quite  also ,  he is asking me if i am alright but what should i say, it seems like i am lost somewhere .

i don,t know what to do. How should i tell my wife that our daughter   ,the one for whom she did so much and risked her life is in critical condition .

the doctor called me few days back and told me ,my daughter  is in critical condition .

how should i tell her our daughter   zoobia is fighting for her life .

how can i tell her that she might never hold her.

Larib and me gave her name few days back .she wanted to name her on my mother name so she did . I was happy that my daughter   will bring my mom memories back but Allah is again taking. my zoobia,  .and i am so helpless

larib is sleeping so peacefully , yet her face has those  sad expression .She calls for our daugther in the night , in her sleep state but i am so weak , so helpless  , i can,t do anything to calm her.

she was right when Allah has written something even my power and money will not be able to do anything .

despite of having money i can,t bought happiness for my jan nor can i buy health for my daughter.

I know if i lost one girl i will lose my another girl,  the two most imporant people  in my life is slipping out of my hand and i am so helpless .

"what should i do larib please tell me  . i am breaking down .my two most important  people are in the condition of leaving me and i can,t do anything ." tears slipped from my eyes .

i got up from beside her and went to the washroom . i came out after a while and now was searching for that cap ,i searched the nemaz cap and found it .

i took out the praying mat and placed it .

"larib always prayed she said Allah will help.us because he loves us most . , i have seen her praying at times when she was really upset ."

i also   followed my wife way and offerd two rakats. i  opened the quran but i could not recite more than one verse.

i closed it and started crying . i raised my hand and i started crying.

"ya Allah i am sorry , i am really sorry ,i don,t know what i was doing was wrong .All the actions that i have performed if only i could take it back .i .. never ..knew how i was.. destroying people , how i was taking your decisions in my hands  ..... i was no one to punish them yet i did ..... i have lied and did things due to my selfish reasons .I did many bad deeds ,i know even asking for forgivness is not good enough , but larib says you forgive everyone  and you will forgive me but i am not scared of going to hell beacuse the things i have done is unforgivable . my father ruined me with him only if he made me close to you only if he had showed me good path but i was so unlucky . but it was my destiny and i am not blaming any one  , i am not either asking for my justice .but.... i want .... one thing .... please save my daughter   , she is my life like my wife. my wife is also slipping from my hand and i am so helpless , i can,t do anything . ... save them Allah please bring our family  happiness  , don,t give them punishment for my mistake Allah help me , make my girls healthy ." .