voice~Zach Herron

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"Come on guys hurry up" jack yelled

Zach pulled away before anything happened laughing.

"We get interrupted every time" he mumbled

I laughed and continued walking.

"So why don't you wear dresses and keep your hair up" zach asked

"Well,um" I hesitated not knowing if I should tell him. But I decided to tell him.i trust him and I think I like him." Well it started when I was 14, my freshman year...," I told him the story and he listened quietly paying attention to every word that came out of my mouth. " and yeah, It really messed me, i became self conscious. I started wearing hoodies that were my size, then people started whispering about me and spreading rumors, I just couldn't take it. I began wearing oversized hoodies and would keep my hair up no matter what. I stopped eating thinking maybe if I were skinnier I'd be enough. People wouldn't look at me as the girl who got played." I finished

"Wow, so how did your parents let you move out here to a big city" he asked

"I convinced my mom to let me come with May. She knew about my eating problem and thought it would help if I moved, I wouldn't be reminded about it as much"

"Do you still struggle with it"

"I do, sometimes I look in the mirror and think "if only I was skinnier" or I look at magazines and I want to look like those girls."

"I'm sorry you have to go through that" he said as his hand slowly touched mine

"It's not your fault, it's mine I thought what I was doing was best"

"Where are your heels" Christina asked as we finally caught up to them.

"There in my bag" I answered

"We should head back" Daniel said

"Yeah It's getting late"

"What if we have a sleep over" May suggested

"Yes, you guys can drop us off at our house and you can go get clothes" Christina joined in

"I like that idea" Corbyn said grabbing Christina's hand

The boys dropped us off at our house and the drive away to get their clothes.

"So what happened between you and Zach" May asked smiling

"She doesn't have to tell us" Christina stared. "But I can, I saw all of it. They almost kissed again" I jumped

"That's the second time" may yelled

"It's actually the third time" I said quietly

"When was the second" Christina asked

"During sky's photo shoot" I confessed

"You guys would make such a cute couple" May joined in

"I think you should go for it, I mean you do like him right" Christina asked

"Yes, I mean no, I don't know, maybe I do." I answered

"Why not" Christina asked trying to get every detail out of me

"I guess I don't want to get hurt, I don't want to go through all that pain if he finds someone better, and he will at some point" I confessed

"No he won't, zachs not like that" she said as may got up to open the door.

"Hey boys" she yelled so we can stop talking

"No need to yell may" Daniel said walking in as the rest of the boys followed

"Let's get this sleepover started" jack yelled coming inside as we all laughed