Never Ending Story 《Seungjin FF》

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->->8 months later->->

Everyone was very happy. The final exams had finally finished! Seungmin was pretty nervous for his reports. His parents had agreed on sending him to Australia if he did really good in his exams. But as far as what we can say, their last exam, Maths, was something Seungmin was not quite confident with. During that exam he and Hyunjin had spent hours talking on phone, and adding to the fact Seungmin's parents were not there since they had prayer, he was not getting a scolding. Seungmin studied on his own anyways so his parents were not bothered.

But before he actually passed out from his school, the while twelve graders had to write a small note for the juniors as a booster to remind them to study hard. So there, everyone was, waiting for their turn to get into the principals office and write down on their record book.

Well, the principal would give each of them some advice as to what they should do in life, considering everyone's ambitions. It was taking a long time. "So are we all going into the same University?" Jisung asked. Everyone exchanged glances. "Well, we all have good voices so, why not we join the ****** uni together and get into the music department?" Everyone nodded. "That's a good idea. If you guys need help in some practical exams, my dad is there to train your voice. And anyways everyone of us here love music." Woojin said. Everyone thanked him.

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Felix, Jisung, Minho and Woojin were done. The students were getting in one by one by their roll call. The four of them decided to leave and so now it was Changbin's turn.  Hyunjin and Seungmin was tired of standing so they were sitting behind the office, on the ground which had an elevation. It was perfect to be sat on. The benches were all full and their number was yet to be called out.

Seungmin felt sad. He was not going to see Hyunjin anymore. It was going be two years complete since he liked the taller. Hyunjin sighed loudly. His grandmother was doing just fine and was in stable state and so was Hyunjin's mind. He leaned behind and rested his two hands behind him supporting his body. He was sitting in a slanted position as if he was in a beach.

"God I'm going to miss you." Hyunjin said. Seungmin felt his heart flutter. He could never get over this idiot, instead he fell head over heels for him everyday. Seungmin looked at him and for the first time spoke his heart. "Jinnie, don't always give me false hope. You know that I like you but you have to control your mouth sometimes, because my mind understands what you mean, but my heart takes it differently." Seungmin said.

Hyunjin looked at him, eyes void of emotions. "What? I'm just saying. Well, I remember I cried just few months ago thinking that we are going to be separated from now on and my mother asked me what happened when she saw my puffed eyes. I told her I had a bad day, because a teacher scolded me." Hyunjin chuckled looking back upon those days. Seungmin looked at him with a betrayed look. Hyunjin seemed to still think that Seungmin was infatuated by him. But Seungmin was wrong. Hyunjin was just very straight forward about his feelings with his friends. Or really just his friends?

Seungmin faced him and said, "Look,Your presence is something that gives me comfort. As if you have folded me in a warm soothing hug. I know I should be taking advantage of not seeing you from now on and try to get over you. But I can't. It's just so hard sometimes to keep these feelings of mine suppressed. Just...trying to convince myself that I'm just a friend. It makes me sad, that you can't have a normal best friend. I'm a real trouble. But I-I have never been so serious about someone like this before. Everyday, the more I try to ignore the fact that I have a crush on you the more my feelings grow. Just like I heard people say, if we suppress our feelings it will come back with double force. So please don't mind me if I don't call you this winter break. Because I guess I need a break from you?" The last sentence came out as a question. Because Seungmin knew he couldn't avoid Hyunjin at all.