Never Ending Story 《Seungjin FF》

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Seungmin's perspective to life had changed. This guy form Australia was someone Seungmin was thankful for. That was when Seungmin had started taking interest in Felix's old stories back in his hometown, Sydney.

Hyunjin in the other hand had started thinking that Seungmin was ignoring him when the younger was oblivious. Seungmin would be so engrossed with Felix, Hyunjin thought Seungmin didn't even acknowledge his presence. But truly Seungmin was oblivious.

Hyunjin was getting really fustrated too. He felt Seungmin was actually being normal to Hyunjin. He was confused, was Seungmin trying to be normal and act like nothing had happened? Well, it sure was too late for that. Hyunjin was deeply hurt and he kept grudges. Hyunjin was no way letting Seungmin fix things in his own way and in his own will. Hyunjin also had a heart after all. Hyunjin might put up that 'I don't care' face and act in school but really, Hyunjin was concerned. But his pride stopped him from further interrogation with Seungmin.

Hyunjin had alot of questions running in his mind. Seungmin was still cutting his thighs and in between his fingers so that the captain's wouldn't point out his wounds. And another thing was that it didn't leave scars there.

However after cutting those cuts in between all of his fingers Seungmin had came to a stop. Hyunjin didn't realise that but it was strange to those who noticed yet they were happy because Seungmin was getting into a much better state.

By now everyone knew Hyunjin hated his ex-best friend, Seungmin. But deep down Felix was told that Hyunjin missed Seungmin. Seungmin had mentioned this to Felix too and Felix had just smiled saying, "You both want to talk to eachother just make up."

So Seungmin had been determined to try. He wrote a letter to Hyunjin. When it was the time to give it to him, Minho had snatched the paper away from his hand and started announcing to the whole class, "Hyunjin did you get a love letter from Seungmin??"

Seungmin's eyes widened but when Hyunjin's eyes turned dark and when he barked at Minho with a serious threat, Seungmin's lips turned up a little in the corners. This was the first time Seungmin had nearly smiled genuinely. He was not acting.

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As much as Hyunjin's will to make up, he also didn't want to forgive the younger. Seungmin had written down the real reason for the break up (friendship). Hyunjin clenched his fists. Sure, Seungmin didn't have his own phone and his mother couldn't stop blocking him. Hyunjin told Seungmin not to block him and Seungmin would always be surprised, he would hurry back home and unblock him.
Hyunjin hated his mother. Very much but his father was still chill so he didn't have a problem with him.

Seungmin wanted to make up with Hyunjin. But his mother was not helping one bit. "So how is your relationship with Hyunjin?" Mrs. Kim asked. 'Speak of the devil,' Seungmin thought, "You'll be satisfied to hear." Seungmin said through gritted teeth. Mrs. Kim raised an eyebrow at him. "I broke off our friend ship." Seungmin said. He thought at least this would make her heart soften and she would scold Seungmin for not being a good friend to Hyunjin. Seungmin would happily go and make up with Hyunjin, even if it took everything he had to do to please him but..."You did great sweetie I'm so proud of you." This was uncalled. Seungmin looked at her back which was facing Seungmin, as she was chopping up vegetables for the dinner soup. Seungmin glared at her and left without a word.

Seungmin was beyond pissed. Now he had made up his mind, he was going to apologize to Hyunjin. It had been two years since they had been best friends. Hyunjin never ever left his side. Yes, this moment was an exception because both of them were hurting. Hyunjin was someone Seungmin trusted more than anyone after his grandfather. Seungmin was really sad. He hated his parents. They were deciding his fate and destiny. His friends and foes. His love and hatred. They were no fucking one to rule his life this way. Seungmin had his own reason for being here in this world. He had his own destiny and fate.

Fuck, it was his own will to live or die. His own will to choose his destiny. His own will to choose his friends or foes. These past years, the way they were actually controlling him was over. Seungmin was going to stop all this.

He would choose his career and friends himself. These thoughts about his old life, filled his heart with bitterness. He hated himself and decided he must die. But then he remembered. It was his parents. That was when he started hating them. His father was good, no doubt but his mother's convincing words always made him so damn ferocious, as if Seungmin had committed a great crime. But Seungmin decided he must bear it, for the time being.

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Hyunjin was so pissed, he just wanted to disappear from this world full of problem. Mrs. Kim. Hyunjin gritted his teeth, it was Seungmin too. Couldn't he have told him that he was forced to do this? Couldn't he have discussed this matter before? They would've done it finely and have solved this problem without this big chaos. Hyunjin sighed. He didn't know what to do. Tears threatened to fall but he held it in place. He was being able to control over the past months. It was August. One month before Seungmin's birthday. But why did Hyunjin bother?

Hyunjin scoffed. "What should I give him for his birthday?" He mumbled.

But before he did think about the gift he sat down to write a response for Seungmin's letter.

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The next day, Hyunjin was not being able to give Seungmin the letter. All the teacher were on time and he was not being able to sneak near Seungmin. Seungmin as usual was exhausted. He had a sleepless night and he wanted to sleep. Everyone complained about his dark circles. Hyunjin sat infront of Seungmin. They had a rotation every week. So next week, Seungmin and his friends would be in the front and Hyunjin and his friends would be at the back.

Seungmin rested his head comfortably on his arms, hoping to drift into unconsciousness. Seungmin's desk partner, who was gay, was chattering with Felix. They had three partners each. Seungmin felt uncomfortable all of a sudden because his hands were now bothering him. He couldn't fall asleep! He opened his eyes not too slowly nor swiftly and caught a glimpse of a pair of dark brown eyes. He sat up straight and saw Hyunjin, tossing and turning around on his bench so swiftly that he lost his balance and hit his hand and on the desk with a 'thud,' and he was facing the other side, so that Seungmin didn't see his face but his back. "That hate will turn into love one day." Seungmin's gay friend commented. The whole class sat still looking at the 'commotion,' Hyunjin sure was red. Seungmin just smirking.

Hyunjin didn't notice the eyes of his classmates on them but he did feel Seungmin's gaze on his back. But it went away as Seungmin rested his head to sleep again.

Hyunjin exhaled and was surprised because he didn't realise he was holding his breath.
He took out the paper, Seungmin's letter and started reading it again.

Dear Hyunjin,
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To be continued.....