Not this shit again...Please

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"Touch down!" The crowd screams as Seth runs the football into the end zone.

"T-o-u-c-h touch-touch-touch- touch down!" The dance class dose their last cheer, showing the game has ended.

The football players from our college huddle up together and start jumping around. Some of the team branches off for a second then comes back with a cooler of Gatorade. They dump it all over the coach and erupt with laughter and more cheers. The dance class goes around congratulating one another on their good work. The players from the other college shake hands with everyone on our team as they exit the field.

Even though I should be running around congratulating everyone. Maybe even celebrating my good work. I can't. My thoughts, for some reason, keep showing Landon kissing me. First person. Third person. Different angles. Different scenarios. Just all types of wrong and sinful things.

I get that I can be bold at times. And a huge tease for no reason. But that kiss wasn't some teasing thing for me. It brings back feelings from high school. Feeling that we're supposed to stay buried for the rest of eternity. Under thousand pound weights. Yet with one simple action, their all brought back up as if they were under a feather. Easy as pie.

The kiss wasn't even a kiss. More like a peck on the lips. So why am I acting as if he had his tongue down my throat.

Iris suddenly steps into my vision with a bright smile on her face. Her mouth is moving at a fast pace yet nothing is actually coming out. I watch as her joyfully look slowly fades into a concerned one. More words come out her mouth but this time at a slower rate.

"Berry!" She gets through.

"Y-yea" My eyes dart around for a second.

"Are you alright, your face has been red the whole game?" She puts her hand on my forehead, not giving me a chance to respond, only to remove it seconds later. "Berry you are seriously burning up, do you need me to take you to the nurse?"

"I'm fine, I was just- what were you saying earlier?" I don't even know what'd I'd tell her.

"Landon kissed me before you came to get me and the during the whole game all I could think about was him kissing me again. Maybe even going further than that."

Sounds like something a horny high schooler would say.

"Oh yeah!" Her mood bounces back as if she had forgotten what just happened. "The dance teacher said we might be taking over for the cheerleaders more often, giving me an excuse to act up in front of Milly" she winks at me. "Speaking of the Devi" she look past me.

I turn to see Miles and Milly running over to us from the bleachers. Iris jumps into Milly's arms without a second thought while Miles grabs my hands.

"You guys did amazing" Miles swung my arms. "My favorite part was when you guys threw Iris into the air" he laughs.

"She had the most adorable look on her face" Milly boops Iris's nose.

"Seth!" Miles let go of my hands screaming.

I turn around to see Seth and Landon jogging over to us. Miles embraces Seth in no time, words spilling out of his mouth the entire time. I stare down at the grass only for my eyes to betray me and roam Landon's body.

He's covered in sweat from head to toe. His jersey has green streaks from the grass all over it. He takes off his helmet, revealing his hair that has this wet look to it. His bronze eyes meet mine in a matter of seconds.

"Welp we're off, I have some treats for Iris" Milly bites her lip at Iris as she carries her away bridal style.

"We'll go too, also Berry you can go ahead and sleep in the dorm with Landon. I deserve a three day prize for my good work" Seth smirks.

"Three days!?" I snap out of it and finally look at someone other that Landon.

"Sorry Berr, I'll make sure the room gets cleaned before your back and I'll bring you over a bag of clothes" Miles says before walking away with Seth.

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"H-hey Berry" Landon breaks the silence as he unlocks the door to his dorm then opens it. "If what I did earlier made  you uncomfortable-"

I push past him and rush into the room. The front door closes as I open his closet and start making room for my duffel bag. He walks into the room, stopping next to me.

"I uhh gotta take a shower- but I can make something to eat first if your hungry" I close the closet and walk into the kitchen, not waiting for an answer.

"Berry" he follows me into the kitchen as I take out a pan.

"I can make us an omelette or jambalaya" I ignore him.

"Can we just talk about the kiss" he rubs his head.

"Fish? I suppose I could add shrimp instead of sausages" I open the freezer.

"Can you please talk to me?" He pleads.

"What about a chicken burrito, you don't have the ingredients for jambalaya?" I take out some frozen beans.  

"Berry!" He turns me around to face him. "Can you please stop trying to avoid me?"

"I'm not-"

"Yes you are" he cuts me off. "Look if the kiss made you feel uncomfortable then just say something and we can pretend it didn't happen" a hurt look flashed on his face.

I let out a sigh, letting my eyes fall to my skirt. "It's not that I didn't like the kiss.. I liked it a lot" a smile peeks onto my face. "It just came so suddenly yet naturally, like it was meant to happen then and there" his face now hold a bunch of mixed emotions I can't decipher. "I'm not saying it wasn't supposed to happen then and there and I'm not saying I wanted it to happen. But I'm not saying I didn't want it to happen- are you understanding what I'm sa-"

His lips are planted on mine almost the same as earlier. Except this time it isn't just some peck on the lips. His tongue touches my lips for a quick second before retreating back into his mouth. I wrap my arms around his neck to bring him closer to my as I slip my tongue into his mouth. His dominance quickly takes over and his hands find their place on my hips.

I wonder if Iris would believe I slipped and kissed him.