Love and Truth ~ Jaeden Martell

part 10: mourning

y/n pov

jaeden was in my hotel room about 30 seconds after i hung up the phone with him. i hear a long, hard knock on the door. i ran to the door and opened it as fast as i could. i look at him for a second then look him in his eyes. then he looks into my eyes and then looks at the mascara streaming down my face. all of a sudden i almost tackle him by me running into his warm body and wrapping my arms around him with my face snuggled into his chest. he instantly hugged back and i told him to come into my room. we sit down on the couch him sitting straight up and my head laying on his lap basically using him as a pillow while laying down on the couch.

"y/n can you please explain to me what happened? i want to know what happened and just know that whatever happens i will always be here for you" he says while playing with my hair. i sigh "i got a call from a number. my dad was picking up wyatt. after he picked wyatt up he was driving him back to the hotel but was gonna stop and get him dinner. they were turning in an intersection and someone was drunk and ran the red light. he hit the car my brother and dad were in and hit the drivers side. wyatt is fine, he got a broken arm at the least so idk what he's gonna do about the movie but..." i started sobbing again. "...but when they hit my dad it was much much worse. he almost died. he was in the ambulance on the way to the hospital and he was instantly put in an ambulance driving to the hospital." jaeden stayed silent for a long time. he looked down into my eyes and spoke "omg y/n i'm so sorry " he closed his eyes and i felt a drop coming from above me. i realized he was crying and this time i didn't ask why.

i didn't answer him

"y/n listen, i don't know what it's like to loose someone but i can tell it's hard. but i will be here with you through the entire thing and i swear, any time you need me i will be there for you. and that's a promise i will forever and always keep. i swear" while wiping the tears from my face while continuing to play with my hair with his other hand. "he isn't dead yet." "oh yea i'm sorry i worded that wrong i'm so sorry"

"take me to the hospital please." "of course y/n"

we got in his car and he drove me to the hospital. i called wyatt

"wyatt are you at the hospital with dad"
                " yea i'm here, he's in a coma right now"

i started crying even more than i already was, feeling like i was going to pass out.

"is mom there?"
                                                "yea she just got here "

"okay well i'm on the way to the hospital"

"y/n we can't drive, how are you coming?"

"i'm getting a ride from jaeden"

"from jaeden?!? y/n what did i tell you!"

"WYATT OUR DAD IS IN A COMA AND YOUR UPSET ABOUT JAEDEN GIVING ME A RIDE TO SEE HIM?!? HE IS THE ONLY WAY TO SEE OUR DAD WHO IS ALMOST DEAD WYATT! WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU"

"i- y/n"

"wyatt i can't with you anymore. i'll see you in a few"

with that i hung up the phone.

me and jaeden walked into the hospital hand in hand. me mostly squeezing his hand out of nervousness. as soon as we turn the corner to the hallway of my dads room i squeeze even tighter on his hand not even caring what wyatt will say.

we walk into the room and i see wyatt sitting there crying. i give him a glare and then walk to the bed our dad is in. he looks bad. the doctors say he will make it. the only noise in the room at the moment is me sniffing and crying and the beeps from the heart monitor. my dad is going to be in the hospital for a really long time until he wakes up from his coma.

me and wyatt and jaeden stayed for a really long time and we wanted to stay in the hospital as long as our dad was. mom had left a while ago and left us here to sleep with our dad. it was night and wyatt was sleeping in a chair and but i was snuggled on jaeden. we were sharing a chair and i was sitting on his lap with my arms wrapped around his shoulders with my head laying on his chest. but my excuse for wyatt was that there wernt any chairs because there actually weren't butttt i just wanted an excuse to sit on his lap.

jaeden and i were fast asleep and i heard wyatt starting to stir. the beeping of the heart monitor really helped me sleep for some weird reason. i woke up and heard him scoff. i smirked with my eyes still closed and i knew he was looking so i flipped him off. i didn't even open my eyes and i just knew he was rolling his eyes. "y/n why are you sitting on his lap" "there aren't any more seats dipshit and stop talking or your gonna wake up jaeden" we whispered to eachother. so he went back to his chair and fell asleep.

all of a sudden i heard my dads heart monitor speed up and i got up and walked over to my dad. wyatt heard it too and started to freak out. i started freaking out too. all of a sudden a bunch of doctors started rushing in waking up jaeden. he got up from his seat and walked next and wrapped his arm around my waist. then the beeping that continued to beep faster, the beeping that helped me sleep last night, stopped. the beeping had stopped all together. it just was one long beep that wouldn't stop. flatline. my dad flatlined. he's gone.

my tears had finally stopped flowing down my face before i fell asleep but started up again when the beeping stopped. then the tears started flowing down my face once again. i turned into jaeden and grabbed him and pulled him close and hugged him so hard i don't think he could breathe for a while. i realized what i was doing and let up
a little bit but still hugged him. i left go off him and looked at wyatt. he was crying just as much as i was. him and dad were closer and i was closer to my mom. but i was still really close with my dad. i walked over to him and put my hand on his back. he was leaned over the bed our dad was laying on. he looked up at me with red eyes and tears streaming down his face as well. i wrapped my arms around him and he hugged me back. i pulled away and looked at jaeden and saw he was crying just like we were. i called my mom to tell her what happened.
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this chapter is kinda depressing but i enjoyed writing it!!