Oneshot ~ sidemen

Minishaw ~ miss you (pt.1)

Where Simon went out at midnight and never returned back after years. Turning Harry depressed and his friends worried.
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{Harry Lewis}

It's been 2 years and 89 days... still no sign of him. I gave up ages ago looking after him and  hoping he'll come back.

What if he got kidnapped? Died? Actually left me...?

It's definitely the third one, he left me, but why? WHAT DID I DO WRONG?!

I grabbed on to something on my night table and threw it harshly at the wall.

I HATE HIM SO MUCH!
But...
I can't stop loving him, he was there for me when I needed somebody the most, he told me that he loved me every night but that must have been a lie...

I felt tears rushing down my cheeks as I started sobbing on my cries. I just wanna wake up from this horrible nightmare or coma, that's all! I wanna wake up in his arms and just hear his voice.

"Harry! Please come out and talk with us, we brought nando's... your favorite" I heard Callum say out from the other side of the door.

"L-leave me alone!" I sobbed out enough for him to hear me.

"Look Harry! You have to move on and face it, he isn't coming back and you can't use all of your lifetime to cry over him! So come on!" Calfreezy yelled seconds after my reply.

"I'm so done with your bullshit! I know you miss him, but you have to move on!" He continued.

It's true... I have been like this ever since he left, pushing everybody away, using my time in my room crying everyday, barely eating anything and I can't shower without thinking about him.

Life's a living hell without him here...

Moments later, I hear a door open and close. Murmuring not coming from Callum and Freezy... but... Freya and Josh? I think.

I get up and decide to fix myself so they don't see me like this, especially Freya.

Once I got ready to go out and greet them with the best smile I can form, I walked out.

I gained all of their attention and saw how Josh... Vik, JJ, Ethan and Tobi came running towards me with open arms from all of them.

I almost felt like I was home... there was just a missing piece to this home and it was him.

After we all hugged, we sat down at the couch and got advices from not only the boys, but some of the boys, girlfriends that they decided to bring along.

I took the advices seriously, and decided to listen to them... or try...

As they all were still talking, I heard a door open and THERE HE WAS!

I screamed, jumped up and ran towards him with open arms, only to fall down when I was about to hug him...

Now I'm starting to see him...
It's all getting worst.

I didn't bother to get up, I decided to lay there and cry my eyes out.

"Jesus Harry!" JJ said and ran towards me to help me up, there following Tobi and Josh. They all grabbed on to me and got me to stand up.

"W-why isn't he here?" I cried out and felt arms around me again.

"... Harry, you have to understand that.. maybe he won't be here..." I heard JJ's voice crack, when I looked at him... tears were running down his cheeks, JJ rarely cries. I frowned at the older boy and hugged him. Having him hugging me back.

"I-I miss him... he was my best friend man!" JJ sobbed on my shoulder, making me cry again.

"We all do JJ..." Tobi patted JJ's shoulder and Josh patted mine.

"Didn't he ever tell you guys where he was gonna go?" Vik said softly, not wanting to ruin our moment.

"No, not a single shit! He said he was going out and WAS GONNA COME BACK! BUT WHERE THE FUCK IS HE?!" I stomped over to the bathroom and slammed the door shut, sliding down the wall and bringing my knees up to my chest so I can cry into them.

"F-fuck you Simon!" I hissed out between my sobs and eventually fell asleep.

*Next day*