Oneshot ~ sidemen

Minishaw ~ Disappointed

Harry has always let Simon down by accident, and this time Simon finally had enough of his bullshit.
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{Simon Minter}

Where the fuck is he? I wondered, wrapping my arms around my body trying to create some warmth. We were supposed to meet for a movie...

Who am I kidding? It's Harry, he has always let me down. When I ask him to help me, he either stood me up or said he couldn't. I don't understand, I have done everything for him. I've comforted him through hard times, and accepted him into my family.

What did I get?

Nothing from the boy.

I've had enough! I pulled my phone out, pressing on his contact with my cold fingers. Putting the phone to my ear.

{Harry Lewis}

I slowly woke up by a buzzing sound. I groaned, grabbing it. Shit... I'm late! I picked it up "Si, I'm comin-"

"Forget it Harry, I'm so done with you. I should have known you were fake and only used me" Simon said harshly on the other line, I frowned. He's right, I always disappoint him.

"Simon... I-I'm sorry, I was only meant to rest my eyes for a bit. I didn't mean to fall asleep" my voice cracked at the start, my heart beating faster then ever, and my whole body started sweating.

I love Simon, I really do. I can't see myself lying or making excuses to not hangout with him. He has helped me through so much!

"Forget it Harry, I have given you so many chances, I have helped you and accepted you as a brother of mine! I should just find a better best friend!" He hissed, sending arrows to my heart. Tears starting to fall down my cheeks. "Si...ple-"

"Fuck this" he whispered, soon enough being followed by a 3 familiar beeps. I cried harder then ever, my heart crumbling. Fuck, I've lost my best friend, the person I care about the most. He is gone!

{Simon Minter}

I'm all home now. Laying in my bed, looking up at the ceiling while my whole body Is filled with guilt.

I never meant what I said to Harry, after all it is Harry Lewis! The most softest and kind hearted person out there. He would never mean to do this all. So why did I have to snap at him? I know how depressed the boy can get.

He would use his days crying, not eating and not sleeping at nights. He would suffer himself, even if it isn't his fault sometimes.

I sighed, looking at the clock. It's late, 3am. I should go to his house anyway. He didn't deserve any of the things I said.

I know he isn't asleep.

I got on some clothes, ready to head out.

{Harry Lewis}

It's 3am, and I can't stop crying. I can't picture my life without Simon. He has been there through everything! Prom, my first kiss, first breakup, first girlfriend, graduating... you get the point! He has been there almost throughout my whole life.

Knowing he's gone now, looking forward to get a new best friend. Somebody that replaces me. I hate it, I hate it so much!

I got up from my bed, walking to the living room with a blanket around my body. I can't sleep, so I might as well watch tv.

I laid down on the couch, my eyes sore from crying so god damn much. I'm so sorry Simon, please come back. The tears slipped out again, way worse this time.

Suddenly there was a harsh knock on the door, making me jump. I look at the door, fear filling my body.

I got up slowly, walking towards the door. Once I have reached it I look into the little peephole. I smile at the boy standing on the other side.

I quickly open my door, throwing my arms around the older. "I have missed you" I cried into his shoulder. Feeling him hesitantly hug back.

"I'm so sorry, I never meant to let you down Simon! Never! I swear on my own life" I pulled away, looking into his light, blue orbs. His lips slowly curved into a smile. Making me smile. "I love you too, Bog." Simon chuckles, earning a chuckle from me.

"Best friends?"
"We never stopped being"