Simon's having the worst time of his life, especially when he thinks he has lost the love of his life. (And yes, Josh and Simon lives together in this chapter)
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{Simon Minter}
It's another day of crying my eyes out at night while reading my comments. Most of them being hate towards me because of how I acted in the 'Sidemen come dine with me' video.
Simon's being a necessary bitch here.
Honestly, Simon just ruined this whole video for us.
What a bitch.
Can't he just shut the fuck up, pathetic brat
I can't deal with Simon, he's being so annoying and rude. Fucking bitch.
Why is Simon trying to act all badass, because he isn't? He should understand why JJ's parents hate him now.
Should just die already.
That got me the most to make me cry harder. I understand my behavior, but I didn't mean to be rude at all.
I was just having it difficult that day. Josh and I had an argument.
*Flashback to the night before the sidemen video*
I waited patiently even tho fear was eating me up.
It was 2:37 am and Josh Isn't home... he said he would be done with filming a video with some of his friends 4 hours ago, so where could he be?
I tried to get in contact with everyone, but nothing. Only making me sicker and scared.
Fuck it, I need to go and find him. I grabbed my coat, just about to head out when a door opened. I walked backward just in time and saw Josh standing there exhaustedly.
"Josh, oh thank god!" I breathed out a sigh of relief and hugged him. "God, Simon what are you doing?" He said with a raspy voice.
"What am I doing?! Where have you been?! It's 2 am, Josh." I whispered yelled, not wanting anybody outside hearing anything.
Once Josh was inside, taking his shoes off. I closed the door looking at him for an answer.
"I was just filming some videos, Simon," he said. Already getting annoyed by me. "TILL 2 AM?! I-I was so worried" I teared up, looking at him.
"It's not a big deal, Simon!"
"It is when I haven't heard from you or anybody else on the team for 4 hours! Y-you could've been dead, kidnapped o-or ju-"
"FOR FUCK'S SAKE SIMON! IT'S NOT A BIG DEAL" He interrupted me, while turning around to face me. I flinched at his yelling, taking a step back.
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Oneshot ~ sidemen
FanfictionWelcome to my oneshot! Gonna try and have all kinds of sidemen ships! 🤪 ~boyxboy ~strong language ~depression/self harm ~Smut ~fluff ~Violent ~Heartbreak, prepare your tissues 😔 {Thanks to @btsxmulti for the cover!}
