A request from @Geegee2860 this was honestly a sick idea, so shout out to her!
_________________________________________{Ethan Payne}
Meanwhile
I walked to the nurse's office to get the blood on my face sorted, I feel bad for standing Simon up. I was actually going to show up and not be a dick, but when I saw my friend group walk out of the shop and look straight at me then I couldn't. Their homophobic and I guess I was just scared.
DAMMIT ETHAN!
You blew it completely, the truth is I have been in love with Simon for years. I mentally slapped as I walked in. To be met with Simon and JJ kissing, pulling away tell each other that they love each other. I feel my whole body freeze at the spot I'm standing at, as I stare at them with wide eyes.
FUCK!
I feel tears stream down my cheeks, as I see Simon looking at me with shocked eyes, quickly getting off JJ. JJ looked at him confusedly then at me with a shocked and angry mixed emotion. "What the fuck do you want?!" JJ pulled an angry tone at me. Simon just looked at me confusedly for why I'm crying.
I wiped my tears away, going to grab the paper. "N-Nothing!" I grabbed the paper and quickly ran out, once I was out the tears ran down my cheeks like a waterfall again. I ran to the bathroom, slamming the door behind me and sliding down the door. Pulling my knees to my chest, wrapping my arms around them, crying into my knees.
{Simon Minter}
I frowned at the crying male running out, I was so confused. He was the one that stood me up... made me feel ugly and useless about myself, but at the same time, my heart was hurting for the older male. (Yes Ethan's older in this chapter) "JJ... I'm going to check up on him" I softly told him, feeling his grip on my wrist. "Are you stupid?! Do I have to remind you what he did?" JJ told me with a harsh tone.
I widened my eyes, pulling my wrist from his grip. "I don't care, if I tell you I'm going to do something then I will" I hissed back at him, seeing anger build up in him. "That's the reason people see you as a stupid joke" he spat, seeing guilt immediately take over.
I teared up, looking at him with a shocked glare. "Wow, okay..." I turned around, running out the room hearing him yell my name. I let the tears escape my eyes, as I looked for Ethan. I can't find him, I give up.
JJ's right though, I am just a stupid joke. I cried harder, walking to the bathroom about to open it only for it to stop. I clenched my hands into fists, pushing harder and hitting it. "Open the fuck up whoever is there!"
The door slowly opened, I walked in looking around for whoever could be here. "Hello?" I yelled out. "Don't need to yell..." I heard a voice by the door. I turned around seeing Ethan beside the door on the floor. I frowned sitting in front of him.
"What's wrong? Upset seeing me and that douchebag together, well I don't know how much you saw, but you must've seen too much for your heart to handle it" I told him, lifting his chin up with my finger.
He just looked at me, starting to cry again. I pouted as I brought him in a hug wish he gladly accepted. "Come on Ethan, tell me what's wrong..." I played with his hair, waiting for the boy to calm down. Eventually, he stopped crying, pulling away.
"...I-I'm ... I-I-in love w-with.. you" He stuttered out, leaving me in shock me. "B-but you stood me over!" I reminded him of seeing him frown sadly at me. "I-I know... but I saw my friend group come out the store and I just got scared once they saw me a-and wouldn't leave" I sighed at the boys' words. "Meaning you couldn't secretly text me to go home? Or say 'Hey boys I gotta piss, be right back'" I mocked his voice, he looked down at his lap sadly. "I-I'm...sorry" I sighed and stood up. "I'II see you soon" And just like that, I left the older male by himself.
Seeing a hurt JJ run towards me, I stopped him in his track with my hand once his arms open up. "Just like how I left Ethan in there, I will do the same to you. Come back when your ready to tell me all the negative things about me." I shoved past, walking away.
"Simon, please I was angry" JJ yelled out, running towards me gripping my wrist and turning me around. "Get those anger issues of you sorted then you prick!" I pushed him harshly away.
Running back home with an empty heart.
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Oneshot ~ sidemen
FanfictionWelcome to my oneshot! Gonna try and have all kinds of sidemen ships! 🤪 ~boyxboy ~strong language ~depression/self harm ~Smut ~fluff ~Violent ~Heartbreak, prepare your tissues 😔 {Thanks to @btsxmulti for the cover!}