Oneshot ~ sidemen

Minishaw ~ miss you (pt.2)

{Harry Lewis}

I woke up by a nightmare as always... I'm used to it by now. It's normal. I wonder what the clock is...

I was sure I had my phone in my back pocket, so I checked, but it wasn't there.

Ugh!

I walked out of the bathroom to see darkness, I guess it's really late. I turned the lights on and looked for my phone, until I heard a whisper...

It was saying...
"I'm right here"

What the fuck?

I looked around confusedly, but I was also scared, it's just my mind!

"Don't ignore me Lewis!"
There it is again! It sounds like... him

"Simon?" I whispered out, as I was still looking around.

...

No response, so I try again just a bit louder.

"Simon!"

Wait.
Tic
Tok
Tic
Tok
Nothing.

I sighed and walked to my bedroom, collapsing on my bed once I stand in front it.
I'm going crazy, I need help.
But nobody understands me.
Nobody will understand me.

"Oh god... I just want to feel his touches again" I mumbled under my breath, while tears were running down my cheeks.

"Harry?" I heard Ethan call out, or... I should say my head.

I sobbed, make it go away.

"Harry?!" I heard footsteps coming close to me, till it stops.

"Harry... you have to let go..." I looked up to see Ethan, it wasn't in my mind... I sighed.

"I can't..." I frowned and looked down ashamedly. I wish I could... but I just can't!

"You can't live like this... you have so much to live for." He sat at the edge of the bed, making me look at him.

He's right, I have to end it...

"You're right, I can't!" I tried sounding confident, and I guess it was working because once I said that, his face lit up.

"Good, get some sleep!" He hugged me, stood up and left.

When he was fully gone, I went to the bathroom that was attached to my bedroom, took my sleeping pills out, I heard that they can kill you if you take too much... so I'm doing it...

Should I write a note first? I looked at the bottle of the pills and nodded, yeah... they deserve that at least.

I wrote everything that was on my heart and finally took the pills. Taking every last one of it.

I don't know what happens next, because everything turns fully black.

{Olajide Olatunji}

I woke up and looked at the clock. Damn, 10am! New record JJ!

I got up and looked at myself in the mirror, imagine looking this good! Ha.

I put my sweatpants on and walked out of Calfreezy's guest room, yes, I'm staying here for awhile because of Harry. Speaking of Harold, I should check up on him.

I walked into Harry's room, but he wasn't... here. Ummm... oh the bathroom, of course!

I knocked on his bathroom door before speaking up. "Harold, it's me JJ mate. How are you?" I said waiting for a reply, but nothing was heard from the younger.

"Harry?" I slowly opened the door and took a peak. Immediately regretting it all. FUCK FUCK FUCK! I swung the door harshly and kneeled down in front of Harry.

"HARRY! WAKE UP MAN!" I cried out as I shook him.

Nothing.

I put my ear against his chest, waiting for a heartbeat BUT THERE WAS NOTHING!

I breathed heavily, and shakily got my phone out dialing the ambulance number.

...

[The funeral}

{Vikk Barn}
This is shit. He's gone.
My best friend.

{Callum}
I just wanna wake up from this horrible nightmare. He didn't deserve this at all.

{Ethan Payne}
My partner in crime is gone...
What am I supposed to do without him.

{3rd person}

That was it, he was gone. He wasn't coming back anytime soon.
Everybody sat down, listening to each other's speeches about the beautiful boy.

Now you might wonder what happened to the older boy.
Simon Minter.
...
Let's just say he will be joining the younger in heaven..

{the end}