Oneshot ~ sidemen

Wrotetostar ~ Fake friends

Where Harry finally realizes the sidemen are only using him, expect for Vik. Vik finds Harry crying and comforts the younger boy.
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{Harry Lewis}

I'm surrounded by people that don't love me... I probably sound dramatic or annoying, but it's true. The sidemen don't do anything but to humiliate me and make me feel unwanted! They have been doing it for a year now, I don't wanna leave because I don't want others to look at me as if I'm weak, but the problem is that... I am weak!

I lay down on my bed and can't help but to cry into my sheets, all I want is a real friend for once!

Without knowing it, I have fallen asleep...

{Vik Barn}

I have noticed that Harry is being quite distant and quiet lately. He hasn't been posting that much, and I know Harry. When he isn't posting that much, something is bothering him. It's just in the sidemen videoes where he acts alright... I'm worried about the boy, I should go and check upon him.

I grabbed my keys and left to his after locking my front door. I hope he's home though.

{Harry Lewis}

I woke up with a headache, red, puffy eyes and dry tears on my cheeks. I can't bother to do anything... I just want those guns in my head to disappear, but I don't think it's gonna leave anytime soon... I sat up and looked at myself in the mirror in my closet. Jesus, I look horrible.

I look dead.

Like my soul has left my body.

Now I probably know what you're thinking...

'Harry why don't you make some new friends'

It's not that easy, when you shoot somebody there will always be a that big scar that you can't get rid of, and that scar will remind you of it every day. So that's how I feel about it. I'm scared.

I lay back down, and suddenly hear a knock on the door. Weird, I didn't expect anybody tonight... I got up and opened the door.

Oh, it's Vik! I smiled at the shorter figure, and slowly saw his eyes widened.

{Vik Barn}

This is the side I was talking about, I knew he wasn't okay at all, I frown at the lost boy in front of me and give him a hug. He slowly wraps his muscular arms around me. We stayed like this for a couple of minutes till I heard little sobs coming from the younger boy. I pull away and frown at the crying boy in front of me. Who could have hurt Harry?! He's like a flower. Once you step on it, it'll be too hard to fix it or sometimes can't even. "Harry... What's wrong?" I say as softly as I can, as I held his hands. "N-Nobody l-likes me" He cries out. What?! How could he say that?! Everybody loves this boy! "What do you mean?! Everybody likes you!" He stays silent, and I can't stop thinking where he got that from... "Who told you that?" I ask him, he looks away and wipes his tears away. "I meant... I-I have no real friends, e-everybody uses me" He tears up again, making me widen my eyes at his words.

"Harry... c-can't you see that I love you more then I should..."