Orange you glad I'm back?

Part three

A/N: I'm gonna leave the outside of Travis's house to your imagination
But the living room is shown above :)

We arrived at Travis's house or should I say mansion. We all got out of the van and walked inside of the beautiful house. All the boys dashed to the couch and piled on top of eachother. Travis shook his head at them and sighed. "Can I use the restroom?" I asked him. "Oh yeah sure." He replied, pointing to where it was.

I turned the glass doorknob and stepped saw a marvel made bath. There was a knight statue in the corner and plants on some shelves. I took in the beautiful sight which was literally a bathroom. I turned on the sink, expecting diamonds to pour out of it. But crystal clear water did. I splashed some water on my face, trying to wake myself up. I looked in the mirror to see myself with dark bags and messed up hair.

I ignore how horrible I look and try to get my thoughts together. "Okay, I was just kidnapped and made out with a killer. Or, well, a formal killer. It doesn't matter, Gerard is safe but Ray and Frank are still out there. There would be more victims in that barn or in the house. We need to go back." A voice interrupted my thoughts saying that dinner was ready.

I take one last look at myself them leave the bathroom.
I look all around the house to find no one. I checked the living room and kitchen but no one in sight. "(Y/N)!" I turn around to see Geoff calling to me. "What?" I whispered. After I responded, he faded away. "Damn hallucinations." I sighed rubbing my eyes.

"(Y/N), you okay? We're eating outside." Jawn said opening the screen door that leads to the backyard. "Oh, okay. Yeah, I'm coming." I said with a smile, walking out with him. Fairy lights were swinging from the trees, creating a glow of light. There was a brown picnic table that had Otto sitting on one bench, Awsten on the other, and Travis pulled a chair at the end of the table to sit.

I sat down next to Otto while Jawn sat next to Awsten. I saw they were all eating spaghetti. I didn't have an appetite after everything that happened, I just wanted to lay down and sleep. "I'm sorry (Y/N) for using you as a plan and letting you get kidnapped." Travis said, patting my back with a sad look on his face.

It wasn't okay, none of this was. I'm so scared of everything, I can't trust anyone. I just want to live in a different place where no one knows who I am and all memory of me gets erased. "You okay?" Otto nudged me with his shoulder. I snapped out of my thought and hummed a, "mhm."

"So, I was thinking just thinking of a plan tomorrow and just relaxing tonight." Travis said, twirling a piece of spaghetti with his fork. We all nodded in agreement.

After we all were done eating, Otto, Jawn, and Travis all went inside to clean up, leaving me and Awsten alone outside. "So, uh how are you?" He asked, trying to make conversation. "You know, I'm great Awsten. I haven't ever been better." I said with heavy sarcasm.

"I'm sorry, I just want to talk to you." He said, looking up at the lights in the trees. "Look," he took a breath. "I know I've done horrible things to you and to innocent people and I'm sorry for that. I don't deserve you and I don't understand what you see in me." He said, standing up from the table and making his way inside.

"You don't have me." I said looking at his back, he turned around so I could see his face. He looked so confused. "Yes, we were in love with eachother but we stopped talking for so long after everything happened. Sure, we kissed in the van but I needed to forget everything." I sighed, putting my face in the palm of my hands.

"You used me?" His voice was shaky, it sounded like he was fighting back tears and anger. I didn't answer. He walked toward me and grabbed my wrist, forcing me off of the bench. "Let go!" I yelled, fighting back. "Why did you use me?" He asked with tears streaming down my face. Everything crashed in on me. My adrenaline was pumping, my heart was beating way faster then it was suppose to.