Orange you glad I'm back?

Part fourteen

"I know why you want to leave me here." I said with a shaky voice. Awsten didn't respond, he didn't even look at me. "You want to kill them, you want to end them all. But you know that I won't let you." He turned around to look at me. "I want you safe. I want you to make it out with your life, even if it means I lose mine." He replied, opening the door and leaving the room.

"Awsten!" I yelled to him, hoping he would come back. "Don't leave me in here! Please!" I yelled again, but I quickly lost hope that he was already gone. What am I supposed to do? Do I stay in here and wait until either him or Mikey come back? Or do I risk my life to save Otto. Yep, definitely the second option.

I looked around the room for absolutely anything that could cut the ropes around my wrists. I would most likely fall over if I try to jump to the table, but it had all the knives. It would be so easy to get free. What other options do I have? I made up my mind and started kicking my feet so it would move me over to the table.

As I was almost in arms reach, the chair got caught on the wood floor causing me to fall on my side. "Hell!" I yelled out in pain. Well, I'm guess I'm stuck here until someone comes in.

As I layed on the ground, I started to feel anger and frustration. Otto could be dead and I'm just laying here helpless. I'm not even trying, I need to get up and save him. I put pressure on the right side of the chair to try to make it stand up. It started working, but I wasn't hitting it enough. I slammed the side of my hip into it and it stood up.

I took a deep breath and started scooting over to the table, waisting no time.

As I tried to knock off a knife, the door in the room swung open. I shot my head up to see Mikey with an angry expression. I was in deep sh- "Where the hell is Awsten?!" He yelled, slamming the door behind him and walking up to me. I felt my soul leave my body, I have never been more terrified.

He grabbed my throat and stared into my eyes. "Where did he go?!" He yelled again, tightening his grip. I didn't say anything, I couldn't say anything. "Not answering?" He said with a smile. It sent shivers down my spine. A smile is suppose to make you feel happy, but his made me feel like it was the last smile I was ever going to see.

He let go of my throat and grabbed a knife off of the table. As he came back to me, I tried to kick him away but he held down my thighs. "What are you going to do?" I asked with a shaky voice, he knew I was in fear of him. "I'm going to make you tell me everything." He traced the knife lightly against my throat.

"I know you're scared." He whispered in my left ear. God, I wish this was ptsd. I wanna just wake up and run into Awsten's arms. I need someone to save me. I don't care who, I just don't want to die by Mikey's hands.

"I'm glad that you get to share your last moments with me." "What?" I replied to him, I felt so nauseous. What last moments? "I'll make it slow and painful for you. It's ashame Awsten won't see, but it will be so sweet to see him holding your dead body in his arms. Wondering what he could have done to save you."

"No! Let me go!" I yelled, trying to kick him off me but he was too strong. Was this really the end? I worked so hard to make everything normal again, but here I am. I'm helpless and about to have a knife end my life.

"This is my fait and I can't do anything to stop it. But please, tell my friends that I love them. Tell Otto that I'm sorry, I couldn't protect him like I promised I would. Tell Geoff that I wish he would have told me he was working for Awsten but it's okay. And tell Awsten, the love of my life. That I forgive him. I forgive him for putting me through hell and traumatizing me. As crazy as it is, I'm so madly in love with him. And I wouldn't trade him for anything."

I could see sympathy in Mikey's eyes. "After everything he's done to you? You still love him?" He asked in a very soft voice. I showed a little smile as I said, "Yes, I do. I swear, as crazy as he is. He's my soulmate."