The Swan Sister

Bella Bashing and Bonfires

"I'm sorry Edward. From all of these years I've been alive-" I sniggered at Carlisles choice of words, "-thank you Maddie." Carlisle said raising an eyebrow at me.

"Sorry, please proceed."

"For all of these years I've been on this earth, you would have thought I'd have noticed this and for that I truly am sorry."

"We all are," Esme said rubbing Edwards arm trying to comfort him.

"I'm not. I never liked her anyway," Rosalie added causing her to get several glares but I just laughed.

"It just felt so real. She made me feel human and not like I was just some monster," Edward muttered.

I felt so guilty as I didn't think about what I was saying and just blurted it out.

"You're not a monster Edward. None of you are. Don't ever believe that; think of it as being different. If we were all the same, the world would be an extremely boring place, am I right? Anyways, I feel like I owe you an apology." Edward looked up at me confused. "I shouldn't of said it like that, I was just so mad and it sort of just came out."

"It's not your fault," Edward said looking at me with saddened eyes.

"You're right, maybe it's not my fault completely but I had no right to tell you like that. To be honest it wasn't even my place to tell."

"You did the right thing Mads," Rosalie said coming to stand next to me. I feel that because I came out about my experience, Rosalie accepts me more as I'm guessing she can relate to me in some form.

"Maybe it's for the best mate," Emmett said. "At least now you can 'play the field' if you know what I mean."

We all just stared at Emmett at his little "motivational" speech.

"Brilliant Emmett thanks , I'll get right on it."

When I looked at Edward all I could see was helplessness, and I didn't like it. Then it hit me. I had an idea.

"Edward, I've got an idea." They all looked at me in curiosity. "Do you have anything of hers?"

Edward disappeared for a split second before he reappeared with a bag of random shit.

"Perfect." I looked in it and in it were clothes, photos and a familiar old book.

"Oh my God! Where did you get this?" I asked Edward frantically.

"I don't know Bella left it here one time, why?" Edward asked.

"Because this is mine. This my diary from when I was younger. You didn't read it did you?" I asked sheepishly.

"Of course not."

Thank God.

"Why did you need this stuff?" Rosalie asked confused. I smiled innocently at her before saying;

"Because we're going to set her shit on fire."

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Before I knew it, Rosalie, Emmett, Alice and even Jasper had managed to persuade Edward to destroy Bellas stuff.

"What is this even supposed to do?" Edward asked.

"Firstly, it shall release some of your anger cause trust me you do not want that anger to build up and also its fun. Believe me when I tell you that although it won't heal you completely, you will be over her a bit. You know what I think we should give her a name rather than you know what."

"What about bitch face?" Rosalie suggested.

"Manipulative bitch?" Emmett suggested.

"The rankest compound of villainous smell that ever offended nostril?" Carlisle said.