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I - Elfa

Hey hey, me again! With another RPG topic. I decided that if it's alright with you, I'll post my favourite RPG topics that I've participated in here - that way they can never get lost if the forums are deleted! WOOT! In this topic, I play Elfa Lupin, the daughter of Remus Lupin, and my best friend Sian, played Severus Snape. :) Bear in mind that this was only our second year of roleplaying in 2000s - they didn't have such strict rules then, like 'write at least 500 words' or 'write at least 4 paragraphs'. I think the way of the past was better - you didn't have to strain yourself in writing. I lost my fun in RPGing because of it. Sure,  I can write up to 2000 words on a good day, but not all the time. Anyway, I'll stop it with the explanation and let you read the story! WOOT!

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{{ You found out I've got a CRUSH .o.n. YOU }}

It was only the second day back and Elfa Anthea Lupin already found herself in the Dungeon Five. The room was a big Potions Laboratory for students that wanted to practice Potions in their free time, and Elfa was a frequent occupant of the room. She even had her own little corner in it. It was filled with various potions ingredients she had bought on her own, since she couldn't find them in the school cupboard. There were also a few potions that she created and a little black notebook with an ever-lasting charm cast on it so that she was never out of pages. She loved creating
new potions and tweaking existing ones. She had managed to create a potion that not only removed a curse's existence from the body but also made the drinker have a higher tolerancy of the curse in question. She hadn't tried it out yet, but she hoped she could get her Potions professor to 
drink it. He was in dire need of it after all those years of the torture under the Cruciatus Curse. She was sure that the potion would remove the excess ten years from him and make him far more relaxed than he was now. She was also sure that his bad moods were another reason that he was exposed to the Cruciatus for far too long.

She sighed as she took the vial of the aforementioned potion in her hand and shook the vial a little bit so that small little sparks drifted inside it a little faster. Then she put the vial back on the table and sat down on the chair, pulling the notebook on the desk and going through the notes on the Werewolf Relaxant she was creating at the moment. It would work alongside the Wolfsbane Potion and it wouldn't cause so much pain for the werewolf to suffer through when they transformed into the wolf and back to a human. She could benefit from it as well, even though she didn't have 
to take the Wolfsbane Potion a lot of times. She only hoped the taste would come out better than the Wolfsbane Potion's. She grinned at the memory of when her father took the aforementioned potion for the first time. She sniggered as she remembered the face her father had made when he drank
it and how he sputtered in disgust from the taste of the potion. But if you added sugar into it, the potion would be ruined.

She leaned her head a bit forward so that her hair fell into her eyes and wrote some new information she had read about in the summer into the notebook, absent-mindedly nibbling on the ends of her hair. She knew exactly what was supposed to come out of her creating of the potions. She just had to guess the correct ingredients. As she wrote down her assumptions about a few grams of Onyx powder she was reminded of Severus Snape. He had black eyes that reminded her of Onyxes and she had found herself wishing that they would look at her with something other
than the cold looks that he normally gave her, even though he was nicer to her than ever before. After that first happened, she found herself silently laughing at his dark humour, found herself being almost hypnotized by his voice in the classroom and had to pinch herself from forgetting about the 
potions they were supposed to be brewing. There were also a lot of smaller things that made her crush on him. And she couldn't stop liking him even though he never looked at her that way. 

But this summer was different. She had come into her Werewolf inheritance and the wolf inside her had come to realize that Severus Snape was actually her mate. She was horrified at first, because she knew that she could never tell him that, because frankly she doubted that he even noticed her. That thought made her eyes sting and her heart to hurt, and after a few days of thinking through it, she came to the realization that she no longer held a crush on Severus Snape, but that she indeed fell in love with him. And it wasn't just because he was her mate. She could feel her emotions for him change every time she had seen him. Her emotions grew slowly for the past two years until the present moment, when they threatened to consume her. She couldn't even look into professor Snape's eyes when she had her first Potions lesson this morning. She couldn't even look at him and nod at him at the Welcoming Feast like she did the previous years - after he stopped being an arse to her because of who her father was.

She sighed to herself and shook her head, trying to get him out of her mind, but knowing it was going to be a fruitless attempt. She could never get him out of her mind nowadays and she had to make a real effort not to let this effect her grades. She knew that some of the teenagers under stress let their grades fall, but she was determined that no matter how big a problem she had, she wouldn't let her grades suffer for it. Instead, she threw herself even more in her studies and she was surprised with how many Outstanding grades she had gotten in the last term. Pulling her hair behind her ear she let her back rest on the back of the chair she was sitting on as she stretched her back muscles to prevent her back hurting after being slumped ahead for so long.