flowers in time.

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I loved watching movies but never liked to watch them alone. Watching them alone gave them a sense boringness. As a result, I would rather not watch the movie than watch it with a lonesome feeling.

The way to my house from school had one big theatre, where the display board was filled with posters of the latest movies. My friends would always turn me down telling me that they, as responsible TEENAGER ADULTS, were very much worried about their future, even though I keep wondering whether they are avoiding me to escape from my blabbering or they had some work.

I would always look at the display full of posters wondering, maybe, if I had a boyfriend I would be sitting in one of those couple seats, sharing popcorn and as soon as our hands reached for the popcorn at the same time, we would look at each other shyly with that dramatic effect of that of a K-Drama...

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For my higher studies after high school, I had to move out of my house and had to move into an apartment at the cost equivalent to that of a Balenciaga bag.

The moving process was not easy. I had to hire a truck to move in all my things, had to lift and place all the heavy things, had to decorate the place all by myself without a single to soul to help me. And to top all that I was hungry

When I was getting ready for dinner had I realised that the lights in the house were no longer working.

Life can be mean sometimes.

03
Hotpot is one of my favourite food in Seoul. I was busy completing my projects and assessments that I had no time to have lunch, and when the time came by, I had to go and have lunch all alone.

I have no problem in eating alone, I mean there's no one to ask for a bite or a share.  But the problem was with the people sitting around me.

I had gone to eat a bowl of hotpot to console my growling stomach, which had turned into a lion from a cat. As I was eating I heard a bunch of students, who were my classmates, gossiping about me.  As I was curious I overheard their conversation which was an utter mistake on my side. "Eating alone is eating feed, while two people eating together is eating food" "Why is she alone?" " maybe she has no friends, don't bother her. I'm getting bad vibes from her"

I turned my head to look at them and got a glimpse of iceman Jungkook. Our eyes met but I quickly turned away not wanting to hold his gaze any longer.

04
Once when I boarded the crowded subway, I came across this one couple who were re-enacting the scenes from one of cliche K-Dramas.

The girl was pinned to the wall by her ( I guess ) boyfriend who was protecting her from all kinds of dangers, while I was dawdling from one place to another wearing heel.

I want a boyfriend!!