your smile, i missed it - ShinKami

Chapter 7

"Shinso?"

Kaminari? Why is he here? I just want to be alone, so why is he here? I don't know. I'm just going to tell him to go. I opened my mouth "Come in" wait, what! I did not want to say that, even though I miss him. He made me smile, feeling worth and made me happy but a voice keeps telling me I'm not. I'm nothing. That's what my parents kept telling me, not Aizawa and Hizashi, I'm a disappointment to everyone.
First I didn't want to believe it but after the years I started believing it. I started believing that I would make everyone a favour if I just kill myself. Some days I felt like jumping of a bridge, hit the hard water and feel my lungs reaching for air. But every time I tried to there was something holding me back. I don't know what but it is what it is.
The door slowly opened and the boy with bright yellow came into the room. I looked down, I didn't want him to see my puffy red eyes but at the same time I wanted to see him again.
"Please, Shinso, look at me. I miss seeing your face, your hair everything. I don't know what's going on but I can listen to you and maybe I can help you. I don't know why but I really like you and I understand that someone like you will never like someone like me. And that's alright because I'm just the goofy, dumb, funny person who is always happy, just like the opposite of you. And you can hate me. But please talk to me! I can't pass one minute without thinking about you. So please tell me what's wrong."
I lifted my head and looked in his eyes they were not as usually, they looked sad and it broke my heart. All of a sudden he wrapped his arms around me and layed his head down on my chest. I heard sobs coming out his mouth. I felt tears streaming down his face.
"I missed you too." That was all I could say. His arms were around my waist and I layed my head down on his hair. He smelled just like apples. I loved it. I loved him. Yes I really loved him. We stayed like this for hours and we fell asleep in our arms. Luckily for us the next day was a saturday so we didn't have school. This night I had no nightmares, I felt safe for the first time in forever (sorry I just have this song from Frozen stuck in my head it goes like:and for the first time in forever yeah the first time in forever there's nothing in my way! Sorry I had to. Uhm, let's continue.). As I woke up the other day I felt Kaminari's arms around me and I had to smile.
"You should smile more often it suits you" Pikachu's voice interrupted my thoughts and as I looked down at him, I saw a smile spread across his face. He looks so fucking cute. His eyes reflected the sunlight which made his eyes sparkle in the colours of the rainbow.
"Come on, let's get up I need my morning coffee." I said with a tired look
Kaminari nodded and stood up. He went to the bathroom to change his clothes.

~~~~~~~ at the common room (after breakfast, I'm lazy as fuck) ~~~~~~~

We sat on the sofa with the so called "Baku squad" and decided to watch The Lion King (the old one), to be honest it was pretty funny. At the end of the movie Kaminari was on my lap sleeping. As I looked down at him I heard the sound of a camera. I looked at Mina who was holding her phone in her pink hands. Uraraka next to her was fangirling. I felt myself blushing and the looks I got from the others didn't really help me in this situation.
"You like him, don't you?" Minas voice sounded happy, like really happy.
"Yeah, I think I do" I responded with a mall smile on my face. The pink alien girl smiled at me and whispered something to Sero and Uraraka. The three of them laughed and walked out of the room. Bakugou and Kirishima weren't in the common room anymore which means that the Baku squad members all had left the room, so that it only was me and Kaminari left. After a couple minutes I took the blonde bridal style and walked out the door in my room. As I was in my room I layed him down on my bed and pulled my blanket over him. Suddenly I felt pretty tired so I decided to lay down too. (I don't care that they just woke up a few hours ago) I wrapped my arms around his waist and just before I closed my eyes I swear that I've seen him smile. He's really like an angel, everything about him was perfect. I woke up by the sound of a camera. Again. What's her problem? And why the fuck is she stalking us? Kaminari woke up a few minutes later, with a smile on his face he looked at me and said: "Did we just slept, I'm not gonna get any sleep this night." he chuckled lightly. I laid my hands on his chest and gave him a little kiss on his cheek. Now he was a blushing mess, a cute one.
"Kami?" I asked barely audible
"Yeah?" His vice was as sweet as honey when he looked at me with these adorable golden yellowish eyes.
"I think I- I think I might have a crush on you and I wan- wanted you to know that. And I really understand that you do not like me back the way I like you but- but that's fi-" "I like you too and with that I mean that I like like you. Oh and please call me Denki." Kami- Denki interrupted me but what he said made me so damn happy that I felt a smile spread across my face.