Bonus Flashback 2 - Intimacy

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This entire chapter is from Tae's POV....

One night, about two weeks after I met Yana, we went to dinner after work and ended up back at her place to watch a movie

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One night, about two weeks after I met Yana, we went to dinner after work and ended up back at her place to watch a movie. We barely saw any of it because we ended up having what was quite possibly the most deep, intimate conversation I'd ever had with another human, let alone a woman.

We talked for hours about... everything. It felt like I had known her my entire life... like I could tell her anything... even my deepest and darkest secrets, and I could tell she felt the same way.

She shared a lot with me that night, like how even though she was happy that she moved to Korea and she knew it was the right decision for her career, she felt so alone without her family and friends. I told her understood, but it made me really sad to know that she was lonely.

I never wanted anyone I loved and cared about to feel that way. I guess I've always been someone who likes to take care of people.  I'd been doing it ever since I was young.

She also told me she was a virgin, which shocked and scared me a little. Nothing could have prepared me for that kind of information.  I never even saw it coming, and honestly, after she told me that, I seriously considered leaving her alone after that night. She didn't need someone like me corrupting her innocence.

But on the flip side, she had this naturally hot, 'fuck me' kind of vibe. I could tell that even though she was a 'good girl', there was definitely a sexy dark side to her, and there was no way I was gonna miss out on the opportunity to see that or possibly help her uncover it. Besides, I felt so drawn and connected to her, I couldn't have stopped seeing her even if I wanted to.

The way she talked, the way she walked, the way she dressed and moved her body... everything about her was so alluring, and I was completely under her spell. It was almost as if she had some sort of invisible magnet that she was using to pull and draw me to her.

I wanted her more than I had ever wanted anyone or anything in my entire life, but it wasn't just the physical part of her that I wanted. I wanted all of her.

She was smart and funny and confident and kind and ambitious and undoubtedly the most extraordinary person I'd ever met. Meeting and getting to know her was like a breath of fresh air that almost gave me this feeling of like... finally waking up after a long sleep.

It's not that my life was bad or hard or any of that. Quite the contrary, actually.  I was successful, traveling the world, and living my dream. I thought I was happy, but she awakened something in me and made me feel things that I had never felt before or even knew were possible. She was everything I never knew I needed... like, everything I didn't know was missing in my life.

I had been with quite a few women over the past few years. It didn't take long for me to figure out that being a supermodel and traveling all around the world could do that for you. It was so easy to get some of those girls in bed that I started to lose interest. Some of them would literally throw themselves at me, but I knew they weren't really interested in me. They didn't know or care anything about the real me. It was more about who I was and what I had... my status, I guess you could say.

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