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𝔠𝔥𝔞𝔭𝔱𝔢𝔯 𝔱𝔴𝔢𝔫𝔱𝔶-𝔬𝔫𝔢

rachel

i wave to everyone as they leave my house after spending the whole day together. i smile as everyone gets into mattia's car. i turn around and i'm faced with the last person in my house

"so are you gonna leave or?" i say with a playful smile

"right , i'll see you later then" ale says with his amazing smile , i smile back and open the door

"see you later buddy" i say while pushing him out the door

"but-" i cut him off by shutting the door. i chuckle and walk up the stairs. i open the door to my room and i'm faced with a not on the bed. i walk up and on the front in script it says ; from alejandro
i tilt my head a little in curiosity. i shrug and open the letter

dear rachel rodriguez ,

i don't know how i'm gonna start this off to be honest with you. i guess i should start with i'm sorry. i'm sorry for all the pain i caused you as an individual , im sorry that your heart had to ache with pain because i don't know how to control my actions , im sorry for all the drama and hate you get just because you started hanging out with me. and i'm especially sorry that i couldn't see this earlier. and by this i mean you and me. i should've known from the moment we met even if i was with vic that we were meant to be. i don't know if you believe in faith , or love at first sight but i do. the moment i saw you in real life i froze , i couldn't believe it was you. i thought you might have lived in texas or something but no you lived in new jersey and coincidently went to pvhs. my heart went a thousand miles per hour i may not have shown it but it did. i used other girls as a distraction from you after my break up with vic , but in all honesty i did it because just wanted your attention when i should've realized i already had it. and i wanted you to have my heart as well.

i take a deep breathe and pause from reading. i look down at the bottom of the letter and see dry wrinkles at the end. he was crying while writing this. i smile at the thought of him caring this much about me , i smile and continue to read

and after seeing how much i hurt you last night i never ever want to hurt you again. i know that in my heart that i do not deserve another chance but you have given me one and for that i am eternally grateful , so tonight i want this date to be special and it's going to be a chance for reinvention , and a brand new start. so meet me at the little falls pond in an hour.

sincerely, the soon to be love of your life ; alejandro.

i close the letter with a smile. it's chance for new beginnings. i walk to my closet and look at my options. after scanning my closet about twenty-five million times and not finding what i want i go to my mothers closet in hopes of finding something better. i scan her closet until my eyes land on this dress. this beautiful amazing dress. it's basic but not too basic. the color of the night sky , and the material soft and thin. a lacy velvet black dress. not it long , not to short. revealing but not too much. it is the perfect dress to wear for my first date with ale. i grab the dress and place it on my mothers bed , i walk into my moms bathroom. i slowly close the door behind me and let out a sigh. i undress from my hoodie and sweatpants. i hop into the shower and freshen up.

after doing everything except for my makeup i grab the dress from off my mothers bed where i placed it earlier. i stood in the middle of my mother's bedroom in my lacey black bra and matching underwear. i grabbed the dress and took it off the hanger a note fell down as the hanger cane off i bent down and picked it up and started to read it in my head

dear rachel,
if you have found this dress it means you have a special occasion. i bought this dress while i was shopping for your fourteenth birthday gift , i saw it on a rack and it looked lovely imagined it on teenage you and had to buy it. so my beautiful eldest daughter enjoy whatever occasion you are attending. with this beautiful dress
-sincerely, your loving mother

i hold the note close to my chest and smile. i slip on the dress and it fits perfectly. it's a little tighter then i expected though , it hugs around my curves and it's a little shorter then expected but i don't mind. i tie the strings at the bottom of it and look at myself in the mirror pleased with what my mother bought and what i'm wearing right now. i go back to my room and grab my perfume for special occasions (only because of the price) , i spray two squirts on each of my wrist and two on my bottom neck and one across my collarbone. i sit in front of my vanity and look at my face and then i my makeup. i shake my head deciding to go barefaced today. i grab my over the shoulder purse and slip my phone , wallet , keys and money in and put on my black flats with a white stripe.

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