Can love be green? (Yonji x Reader)

Sharing and worry

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Here is a little helper:
✏︎(y/n)=your name
✏︎(l/n)=your last name
✏︎(h/l)=hair length
✏︎(h/c)=hair color
✏︎(e/c)=eye color
✏︎(b/n)=brother name
✏︎(f/n)=first sister name
✏︎(s/n)=second sister name

The words in italics represent thoughts.
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You've left the main castle for a couple of days now, it was just you, Yonji, Reiju, some workers, along with soldiers. It was a good thing that none of the older brothers were around, you weren't getting along with any of the two, but the training was going nowhere, no matter the fact you had fewer soldiers to take care of while on a mission with the daughter and younger son. To retake Yonji's word it was almost too easy. The opponents we're extremely weak, almost insulting that he felt the need to send his daughter and youngest son to take care of it.

Other than that everything was going okay, it was peaceful except for one thing : you.

More time passed by more and more you were getting desperate. You knew Judge wasn't the most satisfied and that your parents and him were frequently in contact and you clearly didn't want to have your mother on your back again.  "THAT'S NOT IT!" Soldiers stopped moving in any way once you evacuated this frustration of yours. They were staring at each other and then at you. "(y/n)-sama?"

"At this rate, I could all beat you by myself! Your improvements are unsatisfying. Have you ever been following me!?"

"W-We did but-"

"Did you receive the permission to talk!?"

"N-No (y/n)-sama!" That's when you heard a mocking giggle from behind. You didn't even have to turn around to know it was Yonji. You inhaled deeply, controlling yourself to not loose your cool, even if it was lost in advance. You have never been a soft one with soldiers, contrary to other subordinates because those people had to be ordered around: their duty was to do what they were said and had to be push to the extreme, but today you were tougher: your stress was affecting you more than ever lately. Why? The fact you couldn't answer that simple question made everything thousand times worse. Once you felt yourself calmer you glanced at him somehow strictly, even though it was crystal clear he wouldn't be intimidated in any way: some reflexes just don't quit.

He giggled. "Don't do that face, you're ruining your face." You rolled your eyes. "That was cheesy." He laughed. He leaned closer to you, a hand under your chin. Well aware of what he was planning on doing, you put a finger between the two mouths of yours before he could enter in contact with your mouth. At this, he stepped back, frowning strongly while you glanced at the soldiers, that went back on training as soon as you entered in a conversation with your husband. "They're made to not mind our things, " he explained, noticing you were looking their way. Statement that made you sigh desperately. "I feel like your father gave me an unachievable task. It's like the capacities you gave them blocks all I could ever want to make them learn. The only thing they know how to do is fear their superior, you saw it yourself with the missile incident. I mean yes they've been following my orders for a while now but still...Its likes they naturally accepted it."

"Because what my father says is the right thing. He told them you would supervise them and that's all, they don't have a choice."

"Like you." You regretted opening your mouth ASAP. Glancing at Yonji you felt your heart tighten. He was looking in front of him with a dead neutral look, like he was frozen on the spot. "I'm sorry, " you finally let out with a tremulous voice, fearing his reaction. It seemed an eternity passed by when he articulated again. "Don't say that."