Scared

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Lettuce start this chapter shall we 🥬
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Jon's POV:
We were in the car heading back to the house.

I looked out the window seeing cars pass by us.

We stopped at a red light then moved.

"Hey, you okay?"

Evans voice sounded soft yet reassuring.

"Why wouldn't I be?"

I smiled and turned back around to look at him.

He glanced, flashing me his adorable smirk.

Then his smirk faded down a bit.

"Are you sure you're okay?"
"Ev, why wouldn't I be?"

"I just.."

It got silent.

"I care about you so much, I just wanna know if your hurting or confused"

"Ev, why would I be confused?"

We pulled up into the driveway.

He stopped the car and unbuckled his seatbelt.

"Ev..Are you confused?"

He started to pick at his nails.

"A little, I love you but..I mean no I'm not confused I'm just-"

"Scared?"

He nodded biting his nail.
I sighed unbuckling my seatbelt.

"Ev, We don't have to tell them.."

"No jon, we have to...we can't just deny that we're a 'thing'"

"Let's talk about this inside okay?"

He nodded, exiting the vehicle as I followed afterwards.

We got inside and locked the front door.

I threw myself onto the couch as Evan sat down exhaling.

"I'm sure they'll take it well"

"Are you sure" he stuttered.

I sat up straight to look at him.

"I'm sure, the guys aren't like that. Trust me Ev"

"Yeah you're right.."

I moved over to hug him.

"Everything will be okay, don't think too hard about it, okay?"

I could feel his chest rise up and down from his breathing.

"I love you jon"

"I love you too, Evan"

He pushed me off of him slightly, pulling me back in for a kiss.

Evans POV:
I could feel my heart skip a beat, his lips felt soft and warm. All I could feel from him was warmth.

I kept kissing him, moving my hand up to into his soft hair.
He smiled into it, I could feel his hand travel up under my shirt.

I stopped kissing him, giving him a small peck on his cheek.
He kissed my neck, slowly traveling down to my collarbone.
"Jon"
He giggled a bit.
"Oh my god stop" I said laughing.
"Mm..no"
He hummed softly in response.
I pushed him off, making him fall onto his back laughing.

"Your laugh is like this"

He tried to mimic me but failed as soon as he tried.

I laughed even harder at him.

"What you wanna do now instead of laughing?"

I kept in my laughter trying to be serious.

"You-"

"No weirdo, instead of me"

He giggled, and sat up to look at me.

"Movie?"

"Yeah, alright that sounds cool to me"

"Wow I'm not cool enough for you?"
He shook his head in disappointment looking away from my gaze.

"Yeah, ur lame"

He scooted closer to me and giggled.

"Freaking fight me, I'll throw hands with you right now"

"1v1 me"

"BET YOU WONT"

We both laughed,

"Okay, let's shut up and try finding a movie"

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Happy Valentine's Day!, I was dying because I had finished this but i didn't save itahwhgshavqb so I had to rewrite it again. 💓💓 love u guys, see y'all in the nxt!

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