Cupid's cafe {[pjm/myg]}

Chapter four

I did my voice warm-ups while Yoongi was getting some food. I am a complete nervous wreck I can't focus hearing my voice sounds like shit I don't want to cost Yoongi any money and I don't want to disappoint Yoongi. After about ten minutes of me sounding like a dead animal, Yoongi came in with some food. There were chips and two drinks. I was as ready as I would even be for this. I get my voice ready and sang the lyrics he gave me for the song. Telling me when to sing and crossing out the lines he doesn't want me to sing. (Jimin is singing the female vocals for so far away. One of Yoongi's solo songs) after I was done Yoongi and I made our way to the living room. Yoongi told me in the morning that if I have time that we would clean up the vocals maybe retake some of the earlier shots and maybe make one straight one with no edits. But for now, we were done it was about midnight and I was not tried at all. We sat on the couch and I just looked around taking in everything in the room.

" so Jimin I was hoping I could learn a little bit about you. And when I mean little I mean your whole life story "

" ok creepy much "

" I just want to get to know each other and I hate secrets "

" no as long as you do the same "

" I promise "

" ok, I will start where it all gets interesting. By the way, my life is um hard and not easy to talk about because of how bad it got. "

" that is ok I have some dark times too "

" ok as long as you are fully ready to hear my shitty life I have" Yoongi nodded eagerly so I started at the beginning " so I was born in Geumsa dong Busan and it was just me my brother Jihyun and I with my parents. Then when I was ten my brother and my dad went to a movie that I and my mother didn't want to see and about three and a half hours later they didn't come home and the movie was two hours. Then my mother got a call that they were in a crash and their car as well and the other car went over a cliff and my brother's dad with my dad and the driver of the other car she died too. My mom and I couldn't afford the house we use to live in and moved to a one-bedroom apartment. I have the only room and my mother converted the living my into her room and her bar. She didn't take their deaths very well. My mom always favored my brother. He was younger and was very good looking and my dad was her everything. Once he died she would get drunk every night and she beat me." I paused to take a deep breath feeling the lump in my throat grow with every memory of every night come all at once. Yoongi moved his hand from his lap to my back rubbing comforting cycles in my back.

" After the first year, I finally was able to come to terms with my life. At this time I learned it was easier to wear makeup to cover the bruises that were visible then to just wear hats and shit. So I went to a store found my shade and a sponge and bought what I could with the money I had from what I took from my mother. And in that year I realized that the only good meal I would have is the lunch that the school would provide knowing my mother could pay for anything but alcohol. But with all the covering and the makeup people found out about the makeup and they bullied me for it. They would call me a pussy and nickname me things that were female by the end of my 7 grade, not one person knew my real name they would always call me by a girl's name or they would call me names just bitch or cunt or pretty bitch. This lasted for 7 years. By the end of the seven-year, my mother found so many things to torture me with. One being named dixie. I have nightmares about that every night. "

" what is it "

" um it is a bat that is covered in nails, "I said looked down tear have found their way out of my eyes they kept coming " she found that about 5 years out my 7 I was beaten with the bat for about three years give or take. They left so many scars I can't count at this point." I said looking into Yoongi's eyes