i'm so fucking confused with everything in my life rn. i know i don't need to figure everything out right now but it'd be so much easierrrr
example: i've known i liked boys and girls my whole life. but have i? now i'm second guessing everything. am i just a lesbian? or am i pansexual? do i not like girls and i just think i do? do i not like anyone but pretend to for attention? idk and i just wanna know.
example: i'm a girl. always have been. i'm not comfortable with my body but that could just be insecurities... but what if it's not? what if i've always been a boy and my parents forced me to block that out of my mind. my parents are accepting but not really... i'll explain. My parents say they're okay with the lgbt and trans people... but when i talk to them about it they say something along these lines:
"You can't be trans, you're born one gender for a reason. it's science."
"you're just saying that for attention"
or what my brother likes to say:
"that's actually disgusting though"
i just wanna get things figured out. i don't wanna tell my therapist about my girlfriend or how i'm feeling because i don't wanna bother her or disgust her. ugh idk... my trust issues are not great. whatever, just a rant ig...
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Non-Fictionjournal. a place for your thoughts, memories, stories and journeys. everyone has their story, i chose to publicly tell mine. i know some people at my school like to read my stories (that have been taken down as of 2/13/20) which i don't mind...b...
