this week's journal that my therapist is making me write

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july 1, 2020

i just got home after spending the night at a friend's house... we have a trip planned for the 4th weekend. i'm excited, it sounds fun! but her family doesn't have like a DISTINCT plan sooo.... i'm kind of worried.... idk how this will work out soooo yeahh. i practiced marching band for the first time, the music looks really challenging but it's not that bad. i got the start of a song basically down.... just a couple more hours on it and i should be good. besides all of that, nothing really happened.


july 2, 2020

sooo today was literally so FUCKING crazy. my friend's mom is VERY MUCH a procrastinator. i don't like that. we are supposed to go on this fun trip tomorrow and now i don't know if we're going anywhere. i called her like a million times and her mom still is like NOT figuring out a plan. but whatever. i packed everything i could tonight and like cried over how this won't be fun at all because they have no clue what the plan is.


july, 3 2020

so. we drove to _____ and went to chic-fil-a... kinda sad we had to go somewhere homophobic but it's what they wanted so :/...we also went to the zoo. it was pretty fun, i fed some ducks soooo that was fun. goats are cute too. we ended the day by getting cold stone. we drove back home and i spent the night at her house. it wasn't bad, i had fun. i freaked out a lil when we ordered food but nothing crazy i guess. so yeah, wasn't a bad day.


july, 4 2020

bruh. worst day ever man. today sucked and it was her mom's fault. let me explain. we decided to go to arby's, get food, then went to a water park in ______ ... it was really fun to swim in a WAY bigger pool then we have here. the slides are fun too, they have a wave pool even. it was really fun, worth the drive. thennnnn things went downhill her mom apparently ' doesn't do well in the sun ' ... DOES ANYONE DO LIKE GREAT IN THE SUN?! I BURN LIKE A GOD DAMN BACON STRIP BITCH. anyways, we come back after swimming for a good 7 hours and she's wrapped in MY towel to stay out of the sun. she legit like YEETS the towel at me and screams at us for having a good time while she didn't. we sit in the car and my friend and i literally were too scared to TALK. we texted the whole way home. i texted my mom and asked to be picked up and i'm glad i did. her mom is insane when she's not in a good mood man... OH another thing. i lost my airpods. they were in my bag, then they weren't. my dad's gonna be pissed man. idk what i'll do...


july, 5 2020

nothing really happened today.... well other than me trying to find my airpods. i drove to my friend's house and tried to figure out how the h e l l her mom's car worked. i didn't find them after searching for an hour and dripping sweat. i went home and like searched my bags again... still couldn't find them. went BACK to her house and GUTTED her car. f o u n d t h e m . they were like underneath the rubber mat in her trunk. idk how they got there but i dont car, i'm happy i found my airpods.


july,6 2020

again, nothing really happened. the only thing worth mentioning in this is me practicing marching band music. this shit's stressful. it's not really hard, it just takes practice. it's weird because i usually pick up on things pretty fast, now that i'm not.... it freaks me out. but i'm excited for band camp and learning the 'coreo' i suppose.


july, 7 2020

i had to wake up early... that was annoying but whatever. i'm getting invisalign.... not really that exciting but it's happening. my parents are talking about how they're gonna pay anddd i'm getting a scan done tomorrow to get everything figured out. honestly, i'm just happy i dont need braces. will it be annoying doing the rubber bands with invisalign? yes. but am i happy i don't need to be called metal mouth my freshman year? yes.

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