Mind Over Matter (Cethany)

Chapter 13

Bethany's pov

I've been in bed all day trying to recap all of last night. I got drunk and chances are dragged home. Nick left in the middle of the dance and I was thankful because it was awkward. I'm pretty sure that Andrea's older sister took me home.

I'm pretty happy nobody has knocked on my door trying to ask why I wasn't awake, then again it's like 3 in the afternoon so what's the point? My headache woke me up. Yeah, I thought that was impossible too. I wasn't that bad for a hangover.

I slid on some real clothes and sunglasses to hide my dark, smudged eye make up that I was too lazy to remove. I went to my car and drove to Andrea's house since she texted me to come over. I opened the door to see her sitting down with all the girls.

"What's going on?"

"Sit."

"So you know your jolly old friend Connor and Arden?" Lauren asked.

"Yeah..."

"They hooked up, how does that make you feel?" Rebecca asked.

"Rebecca we said nicely!"

"Oh god Rebecca, is this another get Beth away from Connor move? I hope you know it's not working you actually look pathetic."

"She's not joking." Andrea said as I furrowed my eyebrows.

"That's nice." I said before walking out and back into my car as they followed me out. I can't make out any words to describe everything I'm feeling. Pained? Battered? Deceived? Credulous? Dictionary possibly?

This would happen. Just my luck. I chose to believe that I wasn't a hook up because I thought I knew him. I thought that he actually could of changed. That the kid that slept around could of possibly kept it in his pants but no, 1 month wasn't enough for him. He wanted more.

He wanted hoes 24/7. He's rather have a girl that would give him a diease than a girl that would give him the world. I actually believed him when he said that he wanted to be in a relationship with me, I was doubting it and doubting it but he let me believe that he actually wanted to stand next to me and say that I was with him. I was hiding him when he probably didn't even want to be in this relationship.

"Hey." Trevor said as I walked in and slammed the door "Mom and Dad went on a trip again..."

"It's okay little guy."

"I know I just wish they could of said goodbye, you know?" He asked.

"They never do.''

I walked into the kitchen pulling out some pasta to cook for Trevor. I ignored my thoughts and just focused on my dad and Nicole. They couldn't at least say goodbye to Trevor, write him a note?

I set aside a plate for him and laid on some food for him and grabbed a cup and filled it up with apple juice and set it on the table for him. He sat there and I washed the dirty plan before walking back to the table and sat down.

"Why are you wearing sunglasses inside?"

"It's a long story that you don't have time for." I said before changing the subject "So do you have any homework?"

"Human anatomy."

"Yikes that must suck." I said.

"Ehh."

"Well, I'll be in my room don't do anything bad or whatever." I responded before walking across the hall to my room. It was slightly unfair that on my room was downstairs, then again I have the cool sneak out glass door.