Mind Over Matter (Cethany)

Chapter 9

Connor's pov

"You sure your okay?'' She pulled me back right before the doors.

''Beth, I promise I'm fine.''

''Okay, I just wanted to make sure.'' She said before starting again ''Can I ask you something in private?"

I nodded my head and she took her hand into mine before walkng. I followed her quick steps into the janitors closet. Nobody goes in here so it must really be important. I looked over as she pinch the bridge of her nose, debating if she should say it.

I walked over to her and pushed her head back up and placed her hands onto my shoulders. Seeing her stress wasn't good at all. I cupped her small face in my hands as her big brown eyes looked up at me. I inched towards her and she pulled away.

''What are we?'' She asked ''Friends, Friends with Bene-''

''I don't know, I wish I did but I just don't know.''

''I just think we both deserve an explanation and what this, err, we are. If there even is an us.''

''Do you want there to be a us?" I asked.

''I'm not sure, I mean I think but I don't know. Do you?"

"Yes. A lot.'' I responded truthfully.

''But you've never done relationships.''

''I think I want to do one.'' I said grabbing back her hands and resting them on my waist. I know that there was a 50% chance of this actually ending well but I was willing to take risks. The past weeks she's made me feel things I have never felt.

She made me realize it was okay to have feelings and let go. She's helped me in so many ways and I can't thank her enough. I can't get her outof my mind either, she was just everything that I could have. I pulled her closer and planting a light kiss on her lips.

"Bethany, I know your in here open the door.'' Ricky said.

''Can this wait I'm a little busy.''

''Busy for what!?'' He asked.

''Making oxgen into carbon doxide.''

''Then why don't you have Connor open the door Mr and Mrs. Lovey Dovey.'' He said, I could practically feel the smirk on his face. He really was ruining the moment. I looked down at Bethany and tightly cupped her face and kissed her nose.

Her smile faded as Ricky knocked harder and harder. She rolled her eyes and I griped her sholders and showed her the way out as Ricky looked at us with a weird face on. Beth and I looked at each other before he pulled me.

''We're late.''

''Just wait a minute.'' I complained.

''30 seconds.''

I made my way to a smilling Beth and grabbed her hand ''Tonight your room, movie and pizza night.''

''Deal, You bring the pizza.'' She smiled.

''Plain chese with a coke?"

"Yes, now go to class.'' She said.

I smiled before pulling her closer and kissing her lightly. Ricky groaned and I pulled away and let out a laugh. I smiled at her and followed him back to class.

''I'm not even going to comment on that.''

Bethany's pov

There's always that awkward moment when your late and you have to sit infront of the guy who abused you. Or does that only happen to me. This was the last time I'm going to be late if this happened.