Bleak Mind View

Selfless

I would tell you about my day
But it's been too long
Maybe the cold slows it down

For the nights I need
And the darkness I lust for
Keep slipping through my fingers

Why am I scared
Of what I cannot see?

It's existence is indubitable
I hear it walk towards me everyday
Steps are slow but it's getting closer

Terror clouds my judgement
Restricts my motion
I am frozen

I want to close my eyes
But I need to face it

I open my mouth
But I have run out of words

It's not real
Yes it is!

I see nothing anymore
Because everything is gone

I lost myself
Creating someone else

I do not expect comprehension
I only need emotion

I am now entwined
Within an unidentifiable entity
Entombed within myself

Perhaps I was ephemeral
But now I do not exist.