Bleak Mind View

Venom

Hello poison
What's your notion?

Here for another pint of blood?
You found me a bud

You've been coursing these veins too long

I don't like you
But you're part of me now

You're killing me
But I love the suffocation

As I stay used and abused
Patterned yet confused
Caged but let loose

I liked my closet

But without a doubt
You forced me out

I would go down this path alone
But you came convicted to own
My husk of a body
This vessel unholy

I need you to leave
But you made me believe
I am nothing without you
Still hidden from what is true
I fear I needed this mental coup

As the closet door opens with a creek
My person grows more weak
And I realise this view is bleak

I found ashes of my personality
Broken pieces of my former mentality
Cut through my feet
And I accepted defeat

But you're never satisfied
You lied.