Tired eyes
Thoughts of despise
Cannot breathe
Words of the wise
I can't seem
To redeem
My determination
And self esteem
I am tired
Tired am I
Though I try
Not to cry
Failure all around
Not feeling safe and sound
Can't keep up
So i'm starbound
Shut the fuck up
With your cup
Of sunshine
While I have a cup of bitter wine
To go along with my bitter mood
That makes me hella rude
Here we go again
With that stupid smile on your face
That smile used to be my heaven
But now all I am is a disgrace
To you
What will I ever do
To renew
Review
Conclude
Intrude
My current emotion;
Sadness.
I've cried for hours now
Cried for hours how?
Since you left me there
And there's nothing left to spare
I am the simplest of sorry
For that is all I can give
My offer is hardly
Breathing enough to live
Oh man am I tired of seeing you
What used to be true
Was the smallest I Love You,
But now that is gone
For it was only a six month dream
It was a thin bond
It was only the cream
On top of a pie
But wasn't that the best part?
No, you left
And took my will to exist
Now all that is kept
Is my trying to resist
My besottedness of death
So let me stand
And take a deep breath
Give myself a hand
For what I have done
Is much greater than my loss
Of you
As much as I loved you
I could be doing better
I could be writing letters
Of how I feel
And let it reel
Into an ocean of tears
That will one day dry
All my fears
And then I will try
To fall in love
Once more.
S.L.C. 2013.
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PoetryA collection of poems I have written dated from high school to present. A lot of these are controversial writings, pieces that are too sensitive for today's society, for many to grasp and carry. Some of these are extremely personal and real life wri...