My First Heartbreak

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Tired eyes

Thoughts of despise

Cannot breathe

Words of the wise

I can't seem

To redeem

My determination

And self esteem

I am tired

Tired am I

Though I try

Not to cry

Failure all around

Not feeling safe and sound

Can't keep up

So i'm starbound

Shut the fuck up

With your cup

Of sunshine

While I have a cup of bitter wine

To go along with my bitter mood

That makes me hella rude

Here we go again

With that stupid smile on your face

That smile used to be my heaven

But now all I am is a disgrace

To you

What will I ever do

To renew

Review

Conclude

Intrude

My current emotion;

Sadness.


I've cried for hours now

Cried for hours how?

Since you left me there

And there's nothing left to spare

I am the simplest of sorry

For that is all I can give

My offer is hardly

Breathing enough to live


Oh man am I tired of seeing you

What used to be true

Was the smallest I Love You,

But now that is gone

For it was only a six month dream

It was a thin bond

It was only the cream

On top of a pie

But wasn't that the best part?


No, you left

And took my will to exist

Now all that is kept

Is my trying to resist

My besottedness of death

So let me stand

And take a deep breath

Give myself a hand

For what I have done

Is much greater than my loss

Of you

As much as I loved you

I could be doing better

I could be writing letters

Of how I feel

And let it reel

Into an ocean of tears

That will one day dry

All my fears

And then I will try

To fall in love

Once more.



S.L.C. 2013.

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