Sensei just be with me! (Kakasaku) (being edited)

Chapter 17- his visit

The night in with the girls was enjoyable but I found myself gazing out the window a lot when we set ourselves up in my bedroom. Having moved the bed out of the way the floor gave us room to lay out all together. The visit to the bath house was reminiscent of times spent much happier. No wringing of hands or shot nerves. The Stars had sprinkled over the sky like morning dew on the grass. I feel if nothing I shall go insane. If I can't even have things return to how it used to be I shall cry.

I squeeze me eyes shut and remember back to the many evenings kakashi and I had spent together, one stood out for me. One that I could just about remember. An evening before the day kakashi was sent out on his mission. He had been drinking and I can't say I wasn't, we had just set out Corse for our individual homes and so headed in that direction. But he had stopped me by a small fountain. The moon light hit it and cast a beautiful reflection that made the situation that but more romantic...

He had grabbed the back of my neck and had just about kissed me when an anbu called his name from down the street. I faintly remember the sensation of his breath on my lips. Oh how I had wished I kissed him that night for days after, no! months after. And now I've kissed that man and I feel deprived and weak with out him.

He's home, I had to keep reminding myself. Taking a deep breath I calmed myself.

The girls were enjoying themselves as far as I could tell. Chatting and laughing. I looked at Hinata, i still hadn't gotten that gift for her. The girls had stuck on some music and the laughed as Ino slipped out a couple of bottles of sake. I half smiled, the girl, sneaking around sai, he doesn't like to drink and so doesn't really let Ino.

Half an hour later and a trip to the local off licence to get more drink I had forgotten completely why I had been so upset. Hinata wasn't drinking and so she was minding us, I felt a little relieved. She wouldn't let me go running to Kakashi and get us both into trouble. We had stayed out after going to the shop and to be honest I was kind of glad.

The night air was chilly and I had wrapped up warm in coat and scarf. Ino and ten ten danced happily down the street. Civilians smiled knowingly as we past by. It's was mostly young couples who were out this late, at restaurants or bars.

My breath billowed out and looked white on the dark sky. I stopped walking when I saw the boys. Shika, choji, Naruto and sai. Lee walked sloppily after them. I cringed. Ino spotted sai and walked straight up to his and lay her arms around his neck.

I watched as his eyes light up and a very noticeable bulge grew in his very tight black trousers. I giggled a little. Shika greeted Tamari with a quick peck on the lips. I looked away, back over my shoulder and up the beautifully light street. The warm glow from street lamps and houses made me feel warm but when I looked up at the Hokage wall and saw the light up faces of the men I briefly met in the war I couldn't help but feel a little ... Well ... Lonely and tiny. My eyes drifted over the sky line and I could see the wall light over kaka-sensei's door.

It seems I can see that door every where I go in this damned village. I look back at my friends. Ten Ten was helping lee up and Naruto was holding Hinata's hand lovingly. They were always suited to each other. Damn it why did he take so long to see it.

"I'm going back, I think I left the stove on" I lie, we hadn't been in the kitchen since we had gotten back from the bathhouse way earlier today.

Hinata looked at me strangely. She knew I was lying. I turn back and head towards the house.

I enter the house and leave my shoes on. Not even bothered as I leave wet boot prints on the wood floor. I head to the kitchen and switch off the light. Heading up stairs I still feel a bit tipsy from the sake. I pull off my coat and hang it up by the fur lined hood.

I sit on the bed and gaze at my feet. I rest head in my hands. I have had a feeling of emptiness since leaving him. And now, he's so close it's almost unbearable. I sit in the quiet for a few minutes until a rap on the window startles me.

The blinds were pulled so all I can see a figure sitting by the window. I push away the blinds and there he is. Behind my window sitting on the roof of
My porch is kakashi. I gasp and cover my mouth quickly. He smiles at my reaction and then points at the handle of the opening window. I pull up the handel and he slides though.

"Kakashi" I whisper gasp. He isn't in his joinin uniform he is acutely dressed similarly to it but a necklace hangs around his neck. It holds each family emblem of team 7.

"Sakura, I'm being watched but I snuck out I don't have much time" he said. A flurry of hope rose from my stomach. I smiled.

"Okay" I nodded. I wrapped my hands around the back of his neck and laced my fingers. I pulled him down to my level and brushed my lips off his. He wrapped his arms around my waist and held me close.

I pressed my lips fully against his. His face was cold and when he pressed his nose against my cheek I knew just how cold he was. Kakashi griped my sides and I tilted my head back a little. I knew my breath would have tasted like sake but I couldn't care less. He licked my bottom lip and I sighed a little as he met my tongue with his.

He lead his kisses down my neck and his hands lowly on my hips.
"I missed you" he said breathing heavily onto my skin. My chest heaving. He looks up and I smile but quickly I tear myself away from his grasp to look out the window as I hear Inos voice from the road.

"Shit!" I look back at Kakashi.
"They are back, you've got to go!" I say grabbing a fistful of his shirt.
I pull in towards the window. A coy smile playing on his lips.

"What?" I ask looking at him.
"Let them find out, I don't care" I look at him shocked.

"Are you kidding!" I say in a stage whisper. I push open the window again and force him out.

"Hey sakura!" Ino calls from the street.
"Shit!" I curse under my breath. Kakashi leaves and trough his transportation Jutsu and is gone. I rush down the stairs and let the girls in.

The night continued much as it had before Kakashi had visited but I felt light hearted and joyous and I enjoyed their company much more.

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