Dear Michael,
Its been over 3 months... I know you said to never to talk to you again, but it's killing me. I tried calling you, texting you, even trying to get in contact with the other boys. But no response. Its like you've fallen of the face of the earth. Im going crazy Michael. Please I beg you. Tell me that youre okay. Is everything fine. I'm sorry for whatever I did. I'm fuçking pathetic.
The last time I saw you was on TV, I bawled my eyes out. You looked so tired? And just completely out of it? I know I messed up big time.don'tdon't take it out on yourself. Its my fault, all my fault, you did nothing wrong, I'm always the one to blame and this time is no different.
I wish everything could go back to how it was before, but I guess that won't ever happen. So I'm going to start writing letters to you, I don't know if you'll ever receive them, or maybe I'll just keep them, but if you ever find them I hope you know, Michael Gordon Clifford I still love you
Your princess xx
