Dear Michael,
How can everything just crumble down? Do you remember the song "...pick you up if you fall to pieces, let me be the one to save you..." Its been over a year, and I'm still waiting for you to save me.
You sang that song to me on our 1 year anniversary. You saved me then, why not now? I know I hide a lot of things from you, and that you wanted me to be completely open with you, but how can I? If the demons I'm fighting are controlling over me again.
I heard your song Michael... Well the bands song. Amnesia? It was a good song. Too good, made me cry my eyes out to be honest. Its hard to hear your name when I haven't seen you I'm so long...
I've not been out the house in 2 weeks. We used to do that remember? We just used to stay up late watching really scary movies, but we never found them scary, because we would laugh at the tense scenes... Cuz that's what you and I would do. You used to have me sitting in your lap, your face Nuzzled into my neck, tightening your grip on my waist every few minutes.
What ever happened to loving each other till the end of time? What ever happened to staying by each others side even when times get rough? What ever happened to never letting go of each others hands, because we would face everything together?
Me x
P.s I hope you actually received my first 2 letters... I reply would be nice? But knowing our problems, even you reading it would just make me content.
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A.N - I hope you guys are actually enjoying this.
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If you haven't already realized the girl writing these letters AKA you, have something wrong with you, a disorder. I won't give it out just yet!!! But there is a reason why Michael and the boys dont want to talk to her/you anymore.
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Anyway my Instagram is @legitmuke !!!
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Add this book to your library because it will be getting better!!! Tell yo FRANDDS BOUT IT TOO YANO!!! ... I'm sorry, I'm kinda socially awkward
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Bye
