Dear Michael,
I spoke to Calum, we actually spoke. But everything was different. He didn't speak as if he was comfortable talking with me. But that's okay I guess. They were your friends. Not mine. Not mine at all. Calum told me to stop calling. That's it. He just said it to me straight up. He didn't even ask how I was doing. I'm worried about you
Not talking to you breaks my heart. How do I even move on, when my hearts in a million tiny pieces. I'm sorry for whatever I did Michael, I regret everything so damn much. I'm such a fück up.
Today I went to out to rent a movie, so I could get my mind off all these thoughts that I'm having. Turns out it only made me remember you more. Remember when you told me you wanted to watch a movie of my choice, and I picked up the notebook, but you went ahead and got a movie of your choice instead... The fault in your stars. I remember that as if it was just yesterday. How can things change so suddenly.
I have trouble sleeping without you Mikey. I hope your missing me too right now. I still love you Michael
Your Princess xx
