Dear Michael,
Hi, so I decided to actually send you the letters. I don't understand why I chose too, but I felt as if there was a small chance that you might receive them, and possible read them. So I sent the first letter. I'll be sending the rest too, I hope.
This week all I did was study, finals are coming and I don't think I'm capable off achieving my grades. Michael I'm so emotionally unstable it hurts. I miss you so god damn much. I don't even know why you left?! Is it the hate? Is it because I got a lot of hate, or that you were getting hate for being with me? I hope you forgive me.
I'm having suicidal thoughts. I can't help it though. Memories keep flooding back, and it hurts like a bitçh. School isn't helping on top of that. I just want to end my life, there's no point in living. We were perfect. But guess what... Everything perfect gets ruined somehow. But that's the thing Michael... I still love you.
Me x
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