Will I live or die

Nine: I'm fine

I wake up in my bed I feel tired I just wanna get some sleep but I get up to get some water in the kitchen. I got some water while drinking it I remembered I need to go to the grocery store today. I check the time it's 7:30am I'll go when Taya is awake and I'll bring her with me. I make bacon for me and Taya. Last night I cried to Tim because I couldn't take everything anymore. I didn't feel like a good sister, I didn't think straight, I thought I wasn't doing my best at work. I turn on the tv I watched the news while eating bacon. The news was boring so I changed the channel. Just then Taya walks in the living room and says good morning to me before sitting down. Taya hair was in a mess her brown long hair was tangled all over the place. I said do you need some help with your hair Taya said yes. I took Taya in the bathroom and started to brush her hair when I was done. I looked in the mirror to see me. I looked the same waist length hair brown eyes and pale skin. But I looked like I've been on hell on earth I've been through a lot in last couple of weeks. I went out of the bathroom and into the living room to Taya eating all of my bacon. Taya we have to go to the grocery store today and I'm being you with me and did you eat my bacon I said.Taya said yes and that she was sorry but she wasn't excited to go to the grocery store. I showed got dressed did my hair now it was Taya turn I helped her take a bath get dressed and did hair. Then I took 200$ out of my closet and off we went to the grocery store. At the grocery I got chips,candy,fruits,bacon and vegetables. Taya was bored the whole time I don't blame her if the grocery store was open at night I would have gone. As soon we got to the apartment Taya said if she can watch a movie. I said to her yes but I need to put away the groceries Taya said ok and I put away all the groceries. I put on beauty and the beast for Taya then I went into my room and started to play games on my laptop. While I was playing games I got a phone call it was Tim. Hey I just wanted to check up on you last night you cried said Tim. Oh yeah I'm doing a little bit better I'm just not feeling like myself I said. Oh good tomorrow you have to go to work see you there said Tim before he hanged up. I continued to play games until it was nighttime. Taya came into my room saying she was hungry. I made some fruit bowls for the both of us. Taya was really tired so she went to bed but I stayed up watching tv. Then the news said a guy was found in his apartment dead with multiple gunshot wounds. I knew who did it and who was behind it but I couldn't tell them I would be breaking the rules. I should go to now it's getting late I thought to myself. I woke up in my bed wondering if I'm making the right decisions. Yet I get up and shower, get dressed, do my hair and wait for Nova to come. I heard the doorbell ring I opened the door it was Nova. I said good morning Nova, Taya is still asleep and I went grocery shopping a few days ago. Nova said ok than I left and went on my bike to go to work. Tim was their waiting for me saying oh hi Anna good to see you. Hi Tim it's good to see you to I said. The boss came in saying how proud he was for the job and handed us each a lot of then saying it was 25,000$. I still can't get over the fact that I get paid that much. The boss than said here is your next target but tomorrow both of you have the day off. Than he closed the door, Tim said do you want hangout with me tomorrow. I said yes, the target was some 20 something dude who got into a fight with gang. Now the gang wants him dead talk about screwing up your life. There wasn't much information on him but I did my best. But all I got was were he worked and I have no idea we're he lived. I spent the whole day trying to figure out we're he lived but I couldn't find anything. The boss came in saying we can go I told him what I could find but I had trouble finding out we're he lived. My boss said well I knew that already that's why I'm talking to someone tomorrow it see if they knew something on we're the guy lived. I said that does makes sense and left. When I was about to leave Tim said he'll text me his address and to come at 3:00pm I said ok. On my way to my apartment I decided to stop by a cafe and get some sweets. Taya is going to love these, when I finally got back Taya was on the couch watching a movie. Nova said she wasn't feeling so well I said oh well I did get her some treats I hope that helps. I also told Nova that can she babysit Taya again tomorrow but to arrive at 2:30pm. Nova said ok and I headed her 200$ and Nova left, Taya didn't look so good I took her temperature 102 degrees. Taya has a fever I ran her a bath and made soup for her. We both ate soup and the sweets I got her, Taya looked a bit better but she needed her rest. I brought Taya to her room and said time to go to sleep. Taya replied with ok good night Anna I said good night back. I walked into the kitchen cleaning up and wash the dishes. A ringing came from my phone I thought to myself oh right Tim was supposed to text were he lives so I could hangout with him tomorrow. I checked my phone and it was Tim I put my phone away and continued to wash the dishes. It was getting late so I went to sleep when I woke up I felt something off about me. But didn't feel sick so I went to the living room and I put on some tv. I watched tv for about an hour when Taya came by saying she was hungry. I checked her temperature again,100 degrees it went down but she still had a fever. I warmed up some soup for her. Taya ate the soup under 20 minutes and went back into her room saying she was tried. I couldn't blame her she looked tried when she woke up. I checked what time it was it was 9:30am I still had some time left. I had some soup for breakfast but I wondered to myself if I was making the right decisions. Ever since I got my apartment I've trying my best to be a good sister and to make the right decisions. No matter how much I try I always think to myself that I'm not making the right decisions. I guess when I finally got out of my parents house I'm afraid to go back to my old life. I watch some tv nothing good is really on. I go the bathroom to take a shower I got dressed jeans and and at. After I got dry I brushed my waist length hair and brushed my teeth. When I was done getting ready I checked on Taya. She wasn't doing any better Taya asked if she can have a glass of water. I went into the kitchen and got her some water. When me or Taya got sick we would usually have to deal with it ourselves. Mom was always saying crazy things and dad didn't really care if we were sick. I hope Taya fever goes away but the babysitter is coming soon I say to myself. I check the time 11:30am I still have some time to kill. I go on my laptop it's a treat I say to myself. I found myself going through Pinterest seeing all these cool ideas. But before I knew it I heard the doorbell ring. It was Nova I let her in and said Taya is in her room she has a fever if she's hungry theirs soup in the fridge. I went on my bike and went to Tim's place. When I arrived at his home it was a small cabin next to the woods. I knocked on his door and Tim opened it saying welcome Anna to my home. His home had a small but cozy vibe there was a tv, a couch that had multiple pillows and blankets. Tim said he used to live in a apartment but he decided when he gets the money he'll move to a small cabin. So that explains why he lives here I thought to myself. Tim invited to watch a movie on his couch of course I said yes. We were watching a horror movie his choice. I don't like horror movies I get scared to easily but nevertheless I watched the movie. I tried to act I'm not afraid the whole time but when the movie was about to end. He pulled me close and kissed me I was surprised at the least and I started to blush. Tim said I was a cutie and kissed my neck honestly I didn't know what to say. Tim said we can go into his room and chat for awhile. His room had a small dresser on the side and a big bed and a laptop on his bed. We started talking about how we got our jobs. I told him about me and Taya escape and how I got threatened. Tim told me about his family and how his family thought he was "weird". One day he got into a argument with his parents and they kicked him out. When he was walking around town his future boss said if he needed a job he said yes. Tim asked who's Taya I said she's my sister she's sick right now I have a babysitter for her. I was about to cry when Tim kissed me and said softly it's going to be alright. Tim asked were do I live so he can come over when he's free. I told him the apartment I live in he said ohh I used to live in that apartment. Tim said alright babe see you later before giving a hug and a kiss. I went on my bike and couldn't believe WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED. When I finally got back to the apartment Nova was there saying Taya asleep. I said can you babysit her tomorrow she said she can I gave her 200$ Bova left shortly after. I fell asleep on the couch that night. When I was work the next day Tim asked if I can be his girlfriend I asked why he said because you're beautiful and you're kind you always take care of your sister. I said yes and then for the next month I went to work and worked my butt off or get payed. But one day something bad happened. I came into work feeling weak, tired, sick, lightheaded. Tim noticed if I was ok before I knew it. I blacked out.