SidNaaz... An epitome of reality!

Chapter 1 - Peace in the Vanity

After the end of the show when Sidharth had already won the trophy and he was so elated about his win that he was smiling continuously and Sana, who had witnessed this special moment live in front of her eyes, was so thankful to Waheguruji, who heard her prayers and had made him win the show...

She was so excited to meet him on stage and was about to go and hug and congratulate him for the win but right at that moment Arti went towards the stage and took her chance of hugging Sidharth first, then Rashmi hugged him, then Mahira and each and everyone else were there to hug and congratulate him, but Sana didn't really get the chance to even hug him and congratulate him on the win...

Though she was extremely happy for his victory, her fear of losing him to the world was starting to develop in her heart yet again, the feeling that she was having since the last two weeks, since her fake eviction. Her fear was overpowering her happiness at that moment and she didn't really want that happen, because she wouldn't, in her wildest dreams want to be the reason for ruining his winning moment.

So instead of standing there alone, fearing that she might show something on her face, she left the stage, without meeting him or congratulating after the win. She went to her vanity and decided to freshen up and then as she was cleaning up, the media people had arrived for her interview... she agreed to give them the interviews, but throughout all this the only thought in her mind was she still had to meet and congratulate Sidharth in person.

Here Sidharth was on stage still accepting everyone's hugs and congratulations and best wishes on his win, but even he was wondering that that one person inside the BB house, his best friend, his reason for the countless laughter attacks he had, his reason for happiness, his Sana, who had always wanted him to win the show, wasn't even there to hug or congratulate him on the same. He was shocked to say the least because he did expect her to atleast come and congratulate him for the win, and the worst part was he did see her hugging and congratulating Asim for getting the second place... that is something that triggered his insecurities even more. Then Sidharth became busy giving out the interviews, masking all of his pain, worry and overwhelming feelings, he kept a nonchalant smile on his face.

Sana was almost done with her interviews and was dying to meet him and was trying her best to find a way in order meet him alone for a while without any disturbance. She decided to go to his vanity and then meet him and congratulate him, but then as she was about to go, her family came in and they started talking with her and she was getting phone calls of her relatives who wanted to congratulate her for her incredible journey in the BB house. Yet again she got busy with people, but her heart and mind were only racing towards him.. She was not getting the chance to meet him and that was killing her from inside. She was there with everyone yet she was not there...

She felt that fear of losing him without even talking to him rising and then she excused herself and went to the washroom to cry her heart out and pour out all those feelings that were killing her from inside. She had never felt this was before for anyone and this was something she was feeling for Sidharth, to whom she was scared to even share these feelings with, because somewhere down the line she knew in her heart that he won't be reciprocating her feelings. Yet she definitely wanted to meet him once.

Shehbaaz saw that Sana had been inside the washroom for a long time, and he took the initiative to call her out, she came out with red puffy eyes and Shehbaaz got so concerned and asked what was wrong, she said in a low tone that she wants to meet Sidharth right now... Shehbaaz understood her and he knew that she was not able meet him after the win, so he told her that he will arrange for their meet in a while.

Sana being herself, asked Shehbaaz as to what was he up to, and he told her that he will arrange everything, for her to meet up with Sidharth alone for a while. Sana asked to not do anything stupid. Shehbaaz was like " haayeee thoda toh bharosa kar le mere pe..."