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Dear Haneul,
What if someone wanted to kill themselves. Will the guards allow them to do it because that's their initial job anyway? It'll make their job easier so they won't stop them right? I don't know why I happen to think of that. Maybe I'm just overthinking right now. In all honestly I'm more scared than ever for my future. I can't help but to wonder if I will live because just us sending each other's letters is just as dangerous as our plan to change humanity. I don't want to harm neither of us. My life is on the line. Yours is too. I'm not saying we should give up or anything, but you know this is utterly terrifying. It was all fun at first when we started this whole letter thing. But now It's horrifying to have to have my heart pounded after each letter hoping that I won't get caught for talking to you.
- Haechan