solace [bsd (various) x reader]

still into you ♪ [nakahara chuuya]

plz dont kill me
this is a band au songfic since chuuya is an amazing songerismist
ps: im sorry for being inactive :(

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nothing but the perfect harmony of the musical instruments along with your honey-like melodious voice pleasantly filled the room.

singing has always been your passion and your one and only. if singing had a human form, you'd definitely marry that person.

but there was an epitome of singing for you; your one and only.

and amongst the audience was him.

chuuya nakahara.

you locked gazes with him lovingly up from the stage, waiting for your cue to continue the lines created for the melody your band was playing.

yes, you are a vocalist of a small band that you had formed earlier this year. it wasn't an easy journey but it is definitely worth walking long miles for.

and because of your love for singing and performing, you met him; chuuya.

"some things just, some things just make sense and one of those is you and i,"

chuuya had always been a regular performer in the bar you frequently chill in. he'd perform whether it be a lively or a soothing performance.

nevertheless, he looked dazzling under the spotlight whenever he steps on the stage, as his delicate fingers strum his electric or acoustic guitar.

the way his husky voice strummed your heartstrings made you want to listen to him even more.

he, chuuya, became your inspiration to continue your love for music, singing, and performing.

"some things just, some things just make sense,"

and so did your love for him start as well.

"and even after all this time,"

chuuya noticed you since you always try to catch him performing but most of the time you'd arrive late. he'd notice how your cheeks will puff out as you pout, clearly disappointed in yourself as you are late again. it never fails to amuse him.

one night, you just weren't able to see him perform since your boss wouldn't let you get away from work.

you couldn't help but to burst in tears due to your frustration, devastatingly walking out of the bar while whimpering.

but you heard a strum of a guitar behind you. softly, it serenaded your ears.

you turned around and saw the man you long to see with a soft smile adorning his beautiful features.

his whole existence astounded you and you felt like you were given a vip access right on the spot.

"really sad that my most awaited and beloved audience wasn't around today. it affected my performance."

you wanted to fangirl right in front of your idol.

you couldn't process everything that was going on.

"...pardon?" you awkwardly replied, earning a chuckle from the short yet talented man, walking towards you.

"i'm into you,"

"now that you're here, let me sing for you."

"baby not a day goes by that i'm not into you,"

ever since then, occasionally, you'd perform together but most of the time you helped each other's career, and so a band was formed.

you are the main vocalist, and chuuya was the lead vocalist and guitarist.

drummer, check. guitarist, check. pianist, check. vocalist, check. still recruiting? maybe.

a diverse band. beautiful.

but band matters shouldn't become nor include personal matters, unless needed.

"i should be over all the butterflies,"

walking home together, your eyes never left the ground and so did your small smile.

"but i'm into you,"

you huffed. it was silent.

"i'm into you."

"hey," both of you said coincidently in unison, chuckling at the instance.

"short man goes first," you teased, grinning up at him.

god, he looks so beautiful.

"and baby even on our worst nights,"

chuuya rolled his eyes; those mesmerizing sapphire orbs that reflected the phosphorescence of the moonlight, those landing its attention on your own.

you were speechless for a second as he scowled.

"i'm into you,"

"the woman who's an inch shorter than the short man has to go first."

you rolled your eyes like how he did earlier, but you ended up chuckling.

"i'm into you."

"a friend once told me not to fall in love with somebody in a band." you shared.

chuuya raised a brow at what you said, but decided to hum in reply instead.

you didn't continue. you shared more silence.

"let 'em wonder how we got this far,"

now he decides to speak up.

"do you like somebody from our band? or maybe someone not from our ba—"

"i love you, chuuya."

"'cause i don't really need to wonder at all,"

chuuya stops from his tracks and he stared at you, bewildered at your confession. you stopped as well, refusing to look at him.

it was horrible.

your name softly rolls out his tongue, massive surprise latched in his tone. it was truly unbelievable.

chuuya's heart raced in his chest, happy of what he had heard but then all the hindrances started flooding his mind.

"but our rule is that band matters shouldn't become nor include personal matters."

"yeah, after all this time,"

you turned around and shot him a bittersweet smile.

"i'll still play for your wedding on saturday."

"i'm still into you,"

the memories that flooded your minds played in front of you, same scenarios flashed themselves as you sang and as he listened.

your voice trying hard to conceal the pain.

his ears drowning himself in regret.

"i'm still into you,"

your eyes never left each other, intensely staring at one another.

the bittersweet smile you showed him three nights ago painted itself on your features as your heart poured itself on the lyrics your mouth lets go of.

chuuya,

"i'm still into you."

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i feel like this was confusing so uh the italicized words is you singing in present day during his wedding ,, yea
im so sorry for the consistent upload of angst i cant seem to produce fluff help!!!!!

this was inspired by the competition held like three days ago and one of the contenders sang this and i was like "what if i make an angst off this"

n e ways thank you so much for the 1k reads and 100 votes ;; i love u all so much i hope all of u are eating well ^3^