Gaara of the Desert × Reader (Complete)

Chapter 10

***WARNING: MATURE CONTENT!***

I slowly broke the hug after a bit of crying and looked at him.
He smiled and I traced the letter on his forehead. "Love" it said and he had finally found it, in his friends, in his family and in me.
He gently pulled my chin up to look at me. He leaned in and I stood on my tiptoes. He held me tightly from the back and after so much anticipation, closed the distance between us.
He pushed his lips against mine and there was a whirlwind of emotions running through my heart and blood. My thoughts came to an absolute standstill.
"Gaara" I said after stepping back to breathe.
"Not now" he said formally and kissed me again, harder, more passionately and more intensely. I put my hand around his neck and caressed his face with the other. He held me as tightly as he could, never wanting to let go. I could feel it.
We sat down in the bed still kissing each other.
There was a knock on the door. "Hey! You busy? Wanna hang out?" Ino-san asked.
"This is my room" Gaara yelled out loud closing my mouth tightly.
"Oh! Sorry Gaara! I didn't know" and she walked off.
"Why did you do that?" I asked.
"Because I wanted to do this" he leaned in again and instead of kissing me lips, he kissed my neck, slowly caressed it as he moved on to my shoulders.
"G-Gaara" I moaned a little and he continued.
He slowly pushed the strap out of the way and nibbled on my shoulder a little. His other hand that was slowly gripping my waist, now moved to my back. He put his hand under my shirt and continued kissing.
I tugged on to his jacket collar and unzipped it. I threw his jacket on the floor to reveal a bare chest.
My eyes widened at the sight of his tanned skin and shaped abs. I couldn't resist this sight of him. I wanted him. I wanted him to want me.
I pushed him back a little so he lying down now and me on him. I started kissing his neck and slowly went up to his collar bone. I was really afraid if what I was doing was the right thing. He's the Kazekage and I'm just a girl who has been in love with him since my childhood. I stroked his toned abs, and had my hands all over his chest.
He pushed over again and now he was on top of me breathing heavily. He pinned my hands down with his hands and continued kissing me. He kissed on the lips, then the neck and my chest. He pulled my tank off, put his hands under my back and pulled me up. I was now sitting face to face with him, on his lap, both of us bare chested.
He kissed me and grabbed my ass. I pulled him closer and our bodies were so close to each others. I pulled him down so he was on top of me again.
My hand instinctively went to his belt and I pulled it of. I slid his pants down getting off and he slid his hands on my thighs sending jolts of electricity through me. I slipped off my pajamas and he kissed my thighs.
I can't bear this anymore. It's too much of anticipation. Just let's do it already! We are practically naked anyway.
With every touch of his I felt like a shot of adrenaline through my body.
He put his hands near my thighs and my waist and carefully got the panties off and kissed my legs.
"You want to do this, right?" Gaara asked.
"Less talking, more kissing" I got his face close to mine and kissed him.
What in the world was I thinking?! Oh my god?! I am dumb!
He slowly reaches his pants on the floor and got a condom out of his pocket.
He slid it on and we quickly decided to do this, on Temari-san's wedding night!
"No. Gaara" I said pushing him away from me a little, "We can't do this." I shook my head and paced around the room naked.
"Are you not comfortable?" He asked looking confused.
"No. It's not about that." I panicked.
"What else is it?" He gulped a little.
"Gaara, you're the Kazekage and you should be doing this to someone who you can afford to be seen outside with. You... You... Ugh" I sighed and dropped on this bed.
"Gaara, listen. I love you so much, okay? And I want to do it with you, but you are the Kazekage. You are from a royal family and I run a measly dress shop at the corner of the village. You are an important person for the village Gaara and your partner should also be someone like that. Someone strong, someone beautiful, someone who doesn't need to be protected. I haven't even been to the Academy! I am not particularly skilled at any jutsus either. And..."
"Let me ask you one question" he looked at me. He looked very serious.
"What?" I hesitated a bit. I hadn't seen him this serious ever.
"Do you think these things really matter?" He asked.
"I...uhh... No." I sighed because he was right. I had these going on in my head about the difference in our social statuses, Shinobi skills and everything. These things actually didn't matter at all. These were trivial things if I loved him. If I loved him truly, I would help him overcome these challenges and get everyone to accept that I am a suitable partner for him. He made me realize so many things with just one sentence. That's Gaara for you. He speaks less but say so much.
I looked up at him again and smiled at him. He smiled back politely and in a gentle demeanor asked,
"No issues, now?"
"Let's do this." I smiled at him and we slowly started kissing again.
He grabbed on to my waist and I felt a pain. It was over in an instant and all that was remaining was great divine satisfaction and happiness.
He moved to and fro, each time sending a wave of pleasure through my body. I pulled him closer into me as I moaned not being able to contain myself.
"Oh..." I clutched on to his hair and bit my lower lip.
It was over just as quickly as it started. We both lay there next to each other, panting.
He layed next to me and I slowly crept up to him. I put my head on his chest, his legs entangled in mine. I smiled at him while breathing deeply. He held my face in his hands and kept looking at me.
"Why are you looking at me like that?" I blushed and managed to ask.
"I like looking at you." He said bluntly.
"Well, what do you see?" I asked sheepishly.
"I see you. Unadulterated, uncompromised and chaste." He said which made me feel like I was the best woman in the world. His gaze and admiration for me, made me feel like the strongest and most beautiful woman on earth.
"Get dressed now, Kazekage-sama" I teased him a little.
He pulled up his pants and wore them. As he was putting on his jacket, I quickly ran and hugged him. He zipped the jacket anyway.
"Hey!" I puffed my cheeks at him.
"Who asked you to do that?" He smirked.
"I am stuck now!" He whined as I tried to move.
"Is it that bad?" He asked knowing the answer.
I just looked away and kept hugging him.
"Okay. I need my pajamas." I slipped under the jacket. I put on my pajama pants and put back my tank top on. I noticed my comb sitting there on my dresser.
"Oh! My hair!" I realized I hadn't brushed them since a lot happened.
I sat down near my dresser, pulled all my hair to one side and started brushing it, counting the strokes. It helped me fall asleep.
I looked at Gaara from the corner of my eye. He just lay there, seemingly dead looking at the ceiling.
I couldn't believe I actually did it. I did it. Plus, the first guy I did it with was the Kazekage. I smiled a bit to myself and continued brushing.
I smiled and looked over to Gaara. He was already looking at me doing my hair.
"You smiled at me the same way when everyone left me alone." He said.
"I don't smile like this for everyone." I said with sass in my voice.
"I know. That why it's so special. That's why it saved me." He sat up on the bed.
"Hey! Come here" I called him.
He came over despite the lot of effort that he had to take. I asked him to sit next to me.
"You know, there's another guy I love" I told him smilingly.
"What? Why didn't you tell me before?" He asked shocked.
I can't believe he didn't see this one coming.
"I didn't tell you because you would try to defeat him for me, but you can't. He's super strong." I giggled.
"Who is it?!" He said in a manly voice.
"Its him." I pointed to his reflection in the mirror.
He laughed at himself and held my hands.
"I'm sorry. I should've known." He smiled.
"That's because you're a blockhead!" I chuckled sitting next to him at the dresser.
"I've to do my hair. Scoot now" I said pushing him down from the stool.
He got up, he got me up and he sat down on the chair.
"Sit now" he gestured.
"Sit where exactly?" I raised my eyebrow.
"Here" he said and pulled me so I was sitting on his lap.
"I'm heavy you know." I said.
"I'm strong, you know" he mocked me.
"Yeah. I should've known." I said sitting there.
"That's because you're a blockhead" he said imitating me. We both laughed for a bit and we were shrouded in a comfortable silence again.
I continued doing my hair, occasionally looking into the mirror to see him looking at me.
I looked at him and kissed him slowly and gentle on his forehead. He smiled at me after every kiss and held me tightly at the waist.
"You know, I think I'm destined not to sleep." I looked over at him, furrowing my brow when he said that.
"When I was a Jinchuriki, Shukaku didn't let me sleep, and now you don't let me sleep." He snickered.
"Very funny" I hit him slightly on the side of his shoulder and laughed.
"Anyways," I said in a serious tone keeping my comb back into its stand, "you are right. We should actually sleep now."
"Why would I want to sleep,-" he turned to me, "-when the night is so beautiful?"
"That's enough flirting for today. Save some for when I get mad at you." I chuckled.
"Ne, let's sleep now?" I continued.
"Let's go." He took my hand.
We both layed next to each other and drifted into a deep sleep within minutes. I didn't need anything else in my life. I knew I couldn't get my parents back, I couldn't get my grandparents back, I couldn't get my Sensei or my best friend. But now I have something to look forward to. Creating a new family, with the one man, I've always loved.