I just need you RusAme

Chapter 10: Is he going to be alright?

America's POV

I went into the bathroom looking for the first aid kit. "Where the hell is it!?" I whispered yelled. Russia really need the first aid kit. I looked in the cabinet and finally found the first aid kit. "Yes! Finally! I should have probably looked here first..." I said out loud to myself. I grabbed the first aid kit and ran out the bathroom. I tripped over a bag that was on the hall, I hurried up back on my feet. I ran into the spare room. Russia isn't there. I ran into the living room and found Russia on the couch... He was asleep. Not a good sign when your bleeding. I ran over to him, I tried to shake him awake. "Russia! Russia! Wake up!" I yelled at him. I could feel hot tears stream down my face at the thought of Russia being dead. What do I do? What do I do? What can I do? I looked over to where Russia is bleeding, which is his shoulder. I need to do this, but it'll be weird, now I hope he doesn't wake up for this part and that no one comes in. I take off his shirt and threw to the side. I blushed at the sight of Russia shirtless, he had nice 6 pack. I ignored his 6 pack and got out the a cloth. I went into the kitchen looking for alcohol. I found some I put it on the cloth then put back into the fridge and ran over to Russia. I put the cloth to his shoulder. No movement. No sounds. I checked his pulse, it's still beating that's good. I add force on the cloth on Russia's wound with one hand and the other one I got some bandages out. I get up, but I kept the cloth on Russia, and I sat next to him. I put the cloth down and started putting bandages on his shoulder. When it was all bandage up, I got and put the stuff away. I came back in the living room then sat next to Russia and soon fell asleep. Good thing I don't have any wounds... But before I fell asleep I looked at Russia and thought to myself is he going to be okay? 

~le time skip~

I woke to a couple of eyes looking at me. I closed my eyes then opened them again. This time I saw clearly, it was my brothers, Germany, Belarus, and Ukraine. I didn't move. I couldn't move. I could just stare at them. "Ame? Are you okay?" Canada said softly and a bit of worry in his tone. "Yeah..." I responded very quietly. Everyone looked worried. "America?" I looked over at Germany, I was able to move my head. "Yes?" I asked sounding tired. I was still tired. "Is... Is he okay?" Germany said pointing kinda above me. I moved my head to see Russia. His eyes were open but just barely. "I... I don't know..." I said still looking at Russia. Russia still didn't have his shirt on, but he did have bandages on his shoulder. "Did you bandage him up, mate?" I didn't have to move my head to know that was Australia talking. "Yes." I responded. The darkness was trying to come back at me, wanted to drag me back into sleep. I would like that, but it would make everyone scared. "You did a good job at bandaging him up." I heard Ukraine say. I just slightly nodded. I didn't want to look away from Russia, like if I looked away he would die. I don't want him to die. I felt tears in my eyes that threaten to fall. I fought back the tears. "Would you like anything?" New Zealand said. "......" I didn't respond, I was scared if I said something, my voice would sound shaky. I saw Russia's eyes widen a bit but then almost closed but his eyes were still open. "Bro? Do you want anything?" Canada asked. "N-No thanks, I'm good." I said. "You sure?" I heard Belarus say. I nodded slightly. "We'll give you your space to sleep and heal a bit. Just yell if you need anything." Germany said. "Will do." I said. I heard everyone walk away. I just kept looking at Russia. "A-Ame... I-I-I'm o-o-okay..." Russia said very quiet and very shaky. I could see a smile on his face, but it was weak. "T-T-Thanks f-f-for b-ba-ban-d-ag-ag-i-ing m-m-me u-up." Russia said again very quiet and very shaky. "Ssssssh... Save your strength..." I whispered. "Y-you s-s-say t-t-that l-like I'm g-g-goimg t-to die..." Russia said trailing off. "I..." I start to say but I can't finish saying it. "W-What?" I look away from him not wanting to meet his gaze when I say this. "I-I don't w-want y-y-you to d-d-die..." I said feeling a tear roll down my face. "I-I d-d-don't w-w-wanna d-d-die..." I turn to look at him again. Our eyes locked. I felt my eyes get heavy. I put my head against Russia's 6 pack and fell asleep again. I hope we both are okay but tomorrow.

~le another time skip~

When I woke up I was still with Russia. Russia had one of hands wrapped around like that arm was protecting me. I stared at Russia a bit. God I hope he'll be okay, I think I want him...no! I don't he's my friend. We just need to get over with this. We've stopped Japan and now we just need time to heal. I didn't really get any wounds but I felt weak. I looked away from Russia to see the living room was empty with only us and the furniture in here. I felt a squeeze around me. I turn and look up at Russia whose eyes were halfway open. I have him a weak smile and he did the same. "H-hey how a-a-are y-you f-f-feeling?" Russia asked. "I'm fine... But I do feel weak..." I said. I could see a bit of worry in his eyes. "Hey... You should be worried about yourself not me... You got hurt... You risked your life..." I said, I stopped myself so I would go on. Russia has done so much for me... And I didn't do really anything big for him. Why did I hate him? He's nice, handsome, strong, and sometimes funny. I rested my head against his chest. I wonder what will happen next. "Hey Russia... Can you see the clock from here?" I asked. "Y-y-yes it's 21:27..." Russia said. He still uses military, I believe he said 9:27. "S-should we g-go b-back t-to sleep?" Russia asked. "To be honest... I'm not that tired anymore..." I said. "M-m-me n-neither..." Russia said. "I wonder what will happen next..." I said. "S-same h-here..." Russia said. We just looked at each other in the eyes, well I did he couldn't see my eyes with my shades still on. "Y-y-you s-shouldn't w-wear those s-shades..." Russia said. "What do you mean?" I asked. "Y-your e-eyes are b-beautiful..." Russia said. I could fell my face heat up. I look away but kept my head against his chest. We stayed quiet for a long time not knowing what to say. "Russia..." I said looking back up at him. Russia didn't look down to me but kept looking straight ahead of him, he did him in response. "Why..." I start to ask, but the words were hard to get out, "Why did we use to hate each other?" Russia looked down to me his eyes wide with shock. "I'm sorry... it's a stupid question..." I said looking away. "N-no it's n-not that... I-it s-s-sounds l-like y-your asking i-if I s-still h-hate y-you..." Russia said. I look back at him. We were both now tired, since we were up for a while. "Forget it... Night..." I said. "N-night..." Russia said. Then I soon fell asleep, again.

Hey guys! Thanks for reading this chapter! Sorry it's so short. I wanted to post something before Saturday, which is when I usually post a chapter. So did you guys think Russia died before reading this? If you did then it's cool I wrote to make it seem he died. If you thought he still had to be alive then you guys are smart! Also thanks again for reading this book! Animation not mine.

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