I just need you RusAme

Chapter 6: Japan's sleepover

Russia's POV

Today's the day, I have made new friends already, but tonight I can get more. I'm not greedy for friends, I'm just lonely. It gets tiring after awhile of just hanging out with family, but I was never really out going. I know America is going to the sleepover and I think he knows I'm coming. So the new friends I have made are Canada, Italy, New Zealand, and Australia. That may seem small, but for me it really isn't. Japan said we could come as early as we wish,  which I like. I sit up in my bed, rub my eyes open, stretch and yawn. I sit in bed happy for once about getting up and out of bed. I throw the covers off, swing my legs around, then stand up. I had packed the previous night, so I won't have to pack today. Japan had also said she is usually up at 5:50. I look at the time on my phone, 6:05, Japan might be up, I hear someone outside of my room. I didn't listen to whoever's voice it was, I just started getting dress,(A/N look at pic to see what he wearing, I'm too lazy!), I heard what I thought was Germany's voice, but there was another's voice. I walk over to my door and put my side of my head on the door to hear. "Думаєте, він збирається приїхати?" I could tell that was Ukraine "Powiedział, że przyjedzie, prawda?" That Polish so Poland must be here "Ukraine, Schwester, beruhige dich, wir alle brauchen manchmal eine Pause" That was in German so Germany said it plus it sounded like him "Так, нам усім патрэбны перапынкі, асабліва вам Германія!" That was Belarus. Their convenience continued, but I stopped listening to check everything is in place and that I have everything I need in my bag.

I opened my door, to see standing in front of my door, Poland, Germany, Belarus, and Ukraine. "Так, нам усім патрэбны перапынкі, асабліва вам Германія?" I said looking at everyone. Germany nodded, I think everyone, even me, are happy that for once in a long while, Germany is finally taking a break. "So is everyone ready?" Asked Belarus. We all nodded, Germany grabbed his and what I think is Poland's bag. We decided we would walk since it isn't that far. When we walked out, I noticed some countries walking with bags to probably Japan's house. We started to walk with them. Ukraine speed up to catch up with Canada, Germany and Poland were already walking fast so I lost them in a crowd, Belarus saw Ukraine leave so she went to catch up with her. I looked around, but something caught my eye. America. He looks sad and lonely. I look around to see countries looking right pass him, even China and the Koreans looked right passed him. I slowed down for him to catch up with me. He knew he was getting close to me, so he put his head down. I grabbed his arm and gave him a worried expression. "W...What d...d...do y....yo...you w...w...want?" America said stuttering. "Скажи мне, что не так" I said with some worry in my voice. America looked up at me, I could tell he was still sad, but he was also shocked, it's still hard to tell what he's feeling with his shades. "L...like you would care!" He kinda shouted, but not that loud, I could hear the sadness in his voice. I stopped walking and I was still holding his arm, everyone else had disappeared. "C'mon just tell me, it would make you feel better, whenever I'm upset about something I usually would talk to my siblings." I said calmly. "...." He went silent, but I could tell he was fighting tears and he looked like he wanted to say it but he couldn't. "America, please it would make you feel better if you tell me or someone." I said calmly, but with some worried. "Promise me you won't tell anyone." America finally said, looking around. "I won't tell anyone, you have my word." I responded. He finally looked up at me. "Okay, so I was home alone with England, and he was yelling at me..." I almost wanted to ask what he did, but I didn't, I let him finish what he was saying. "He yelling at me saying I was worthless, a piece of shit, no one wanted me around, I'm annoying, and more. England really doesn't like me, he hates more than most countries do." When he finished, it left me speechless. He looked away from me and I could see a tear run down his face. "How long has he been like this?" I was able to say. "Since the whole freedom thing." America said sadly. Wow that has to be awhile. "Hey hey, at least you have a lot of friends who don't think that." I said thinking it would make him feel better. "Japan, Philippines, Spain, your siblings, Poland, and my siblings..." He said trailing off at the end. "I thought everyone was your friend?" I said curiously. He looked back up at me. "I might be friendLY but not everyone likes me, mostly everyone hates me, and my friends would never have my back if I were in danger, only Canada would maybe help me, no one else, that's how things are for me, and it's been like this for a long time for me!" He kinda shouted, I could hear the sadness and anger in his voice. That's when I did something that surprised both of us. I hugged him. He jumped when I wrapped my arms around me, but after awhile he hugged back. "T...thank you, Russia." When America said that, it slightly made me happy. I always thought the world had it out for me, but it has it out for America. I don't know why, but I just wanted to hug him forever. After what seemed like forever, but was just a minute, we both let go of each. "We should get going to Japan's sleepover or else our siblings will think we died." America said. "Yeah, we should." I said. We both started to walk there. America stayed close to my side, he didn't slow down nor speed up to get away from, he wasn't even trying to get away from me.