Tainted Love [ Zarry ]

𝚂𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚜𝚙𝚘𝚔𝚎 𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚎

Without thinking I placed my hand over his cheek I lift a bit and moved my lips closer to him and we-

"You're here !" A voice said waking me up from my past that seemed now like a dream, a vision, all product of my imagination, maybe it was...maybe nothing of this happen, maybe this is all something I did want to happen.

"Yeah I am " I said to her with my eyes still closed

"Damn, what a smell of weed Zayn"

"Yeah kind of smoke a little"

"Everyone's waiting for you downstairs we're playing sing star"

"cool" although my eyes were closed I could sense her, rolling her eyes at me I smiled at that I wanted to piss her off like the old days trying to make a truce

"your literally a piece of shit" she said but didn't leave she stood there waiting for my response

"your literally a piece of poop" I opened my eyes a little and saw her smiling trying to remain with a plain face and not laugh

"I do hate you"

"Yeah I know" I said getting up, I looked at her and saw the sadness and hurtfulness in her eyes, I walked closer to her and embraced her in my arms, she grabbed me too, and we stood there just hugging no words changed. We knew what each other wanted to say but we stood silent enjoying the moment of so many feelings being changed and recognized.

"I'm sorry" I whispered I felt a tear near my cheek I kissed the tear in her cheek "I just want to protect you, I'm sorry for not being good at it"

She nodded she didn't have much to say, she said everything in the nursery two weeks ago.

" We should go" she said smiling at me I smiled at her and nodded "yeah let's go "

We went to the basement it was like a little leaving room, it had a big sofa, a television, consoles and one of the things Liam loves the most a popcorn machine.

"Hey, guys !" I heard Jess say once she got into the room. A choir of voices replied and instantly Jess turned herself to me with a scarred face

"what's going on Jess?" I asked

"You know I feel like drinking" she said forcing me to turn back and climb the stairs

"what?"

"you know this game kind of sucks"

"what's going on?"

"just move Zee!"

"Tell me what is it" I begged

She closed her eyes and took a deep breath " He's here" my heart tightened with those two words, a sudden cold spread to my body and the weed now seemed to be having an effect on my mind, my brain was going wild and hundreds of thoughts passed in it, like...

How is he?

Why do I care about how he is?

Will  we burst out and fight again?

I don't care about him!