Tainted Love [ Zarry ]

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Zayn's PoV:

"Ok let's do this part again ok boys?"  Alexander said from the control room, I and August nodded, I put my headphones correctly and the song started

" It don't matter to me...It don't matter to me, it don't matter to me, Nah, it don't matter to me, nah, nah " August sang

Now it was my part I closed my eyes and sank into the tune

"Girl it don't matter to me, I'll bring the sand to the beach, Dive in the ocean, we rocking a boat, girl you're much like Aaliyah to me yeah"

"One in a million, you one of a kind
Baby, you blowin, you blowin my mind, All of my neighbours, they wanna know why"

"know WHYYYY"

"I be knocking down the walls every time you make that call
You be changing all your plans, but you're callin' me your man
You got something I can feel baby, girl it's been so long
I been having withdrawals, I been having withdrawals
Yeah, wouldn't you know it, tell me if you know this
I've been doing good

"I've been doing good" August vocalized

"We had it all, baby, right all my wrongs, baby
Loving you so good"

"loving you so good"August sang again, the music stopped and we took our headphones out

"Amazing guys! It's done! I'll make my changes I'll put everything together and I'll send you this!" Alex smiled at us

I got out of the studio, gave a hug to Alex

"You were amazing bro" He told me

"Thanks man" Alex was one of the persons that I had proud to be friends with, he was passionate about music and he knew everything about music.I truly loved to work with him he was the kind of person that knew what was doing and executed it well.

"So how are you?" Alex questioned, everyone was packing their stuff

"I'm fine"

"Yeah you're always fine Zayn" he mumbled "Since I met you, you're fine....but that's not the truth is it?" I stood quiet

"How's Gigi?"

"'S alright"

"Zayn, man, I've know you for 4 years and in all of those, I couldn't see one single moment where you were truly madly in love with someone no even her" he breathed, I gulped he was right I hate to admit it but he was "This new world of fame is not 5 stars all the time and you know it and it gets pretty boring when you're alone..."

"I know..."

"You should really think about it" he grabbed his stuff gave me a quick hug and exited the room " Think about it" he shouted from outside, I smiled to myself

Life wasn't easy. I had everything but also nothing. I went to LA and got along pretty well here, I studied music and soon I was making it. The songs I wrote, people were loving it! Though most of them were sad and very personal, people seemed to somewhat connect with them.

I don't like to say that I became famous, don't like that word... let's say I got some recognition and even a fan base, my Zquad!

Yeah...people are amazing, they support me and love me, I don't know why am I so lucky...

Truth is, I am happy but I could be a little more, a lot more ok?I got busier and busier I stopped talking with J and the guys and they with me, our lives just took different paths I think but believe me,knowing we parted like this hunts me every time...I could say hi now but she will freak out and be super mad I mean I left them, I honestly don't deserve them.